Truth to be known

Mix of everything

2011-10-28T20:48:00.007+08:00

After a long break from blogging, here i am again, writing to u guys (: Blame JieYing for the influence (=P).

Date:: 28 Oct 2011

- Woke up late for 8am class. Again. Tat's so me ==" Force myself to wake up n get ready to coll tho i know i wont make it. While on my way, a super bad news hit me. "You have been absence 7 times". 7 times!!!!!!!!!???? OMG!! I almost gt barred for Retail Mktg...! Darn.. Never once in my life I skip more than 5 times for a class. This is so friggin suprising.. Immediately came to my senses; fully awake upon receiving da news. From now onwards, I shall set 15 alarms (my current 6 aint helpin ==) to wake myself up. Or... A better solution. Overnite at JieYing's place. She's diligent n wont skip class. Aaaahhh.. 我的救星~ hahahaha. See im clever :P

Promised myself to attend every single class til end of sem. Hopefully i can do it =]

- Am all gear up to hit da gym today but.... "Sorry. Empire Fitness First will resume business on 15th November". Another darn.. Haiz.... Boh mood liao..

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--True Feelings--

Its been almost a month since the day u left.

You left without a single goodbye.

Made me drown in solemness..

No one actually knows how much i suffered back then.

Unable to voice out my sadness, so torturing i burst out crying unconsciously.

A sudden text from u in middle of the night.

Totally enlightened me n i can feel my heart aint aching tat much anymore.

Mayb i'd finally get to talk to u.

Now, i can slowly move on..

For this entire 30+ days, i try very hard to escape from this loneliness.

I can slowly c da light ahead of da roughly road im walking on.

I've gt support from ma best frens. Pure awesome frens (:

Having them around, my burden is easing; i smile more; i laugh more; im..happy =]

One told me, in order to forget da person u like so much, u gotta break da bonds between both of u.

I decided to do so but i jz cant. I cant afford to do it. Im nt strong enuf..

In da end, da weaker side of me conquers me.

I...

Have feelings for him. Once again.....

Many told me im tough. U're wrong. Physically i am bt mentally im not.

Reality has slapped me countless times, asking me to wake up.

Wat i did to counter?

Nothing.

Wounds r growing; Scars getting bigger;

I'd rather grow in pain than erasing u from my life.

How pathetic...

Im following the road with no end..

Wandering around..

I live da life of a fool.

Someone.

Pls..guide me back on track.

Its been a darn one and a half year.

I duwan to continue tis..

Let me feel da love of love..

Let me feel appreciated..

Let me be da one for u..

You, the guy im writing about.

You'd dedicated Christina Perri's A Thousand Years for her.

This proves how strong your love for her.

I noe i cant fit in anywhere..

And so i chose to be bystander..

But for how long....

Huge mistake...

2010-11-14T12:28:00.004+08:00

13/11/2010.

This is the day i'll rmbr most in my life; for i've done a huge, enormous mistake...

Time:: 8pm.

Activity:: Dinner wif Z at Grill King (puchong). Everyting seems okie til the point Z mentioned stuff abt P. Upon hearing tat, Im down. Completely. I did not show out at 1st bt as time goes on, it jz got into me n out of a sudden, my temper arise. I felt upset. Thr's tis one ting in life tat i reali HATE MOST - just tel me straight to the face if u dislike/dissatisfied wif wat I did. I dun like to noe fr 3rd parties. Even if tat matter hurts me, its nt up for u to decide. I'll change if i feel i nid to. I can take it. U may say im childish, bt tis is a fact. Im tat kind of person. I'll rather opt for honesty tho it might hurts me...

:: I promised Z not to tel P abt it, bt eventually i did. I noe i made a big mistake here, for breaking up our promises. Im reali sorry, other den sorry i duno wat else shud i say. I do not noe it turned out tis way. The reason i told him was, i jz wan an answer. I feel so upset. It jz hurts me much.. I admit in findin tat answer, i betrayed our promises. Im sorry. I've chosen to be selfish in tis matter. I did not even tink of da consequences. Again, Z, im reali sorry...sorry... I hope tis wont ruin our frenship....i reali hope so...

:: If I'd chosen to be silent in da 1st place, tis wont happen. No one to blamed on except for myself. Serves me rite for wat had happened. I hate a part of me whr wheneva someone i care most did something wrong towards me, da only ting i can tink of is - CONFRONT. I din reali tink of da consequences. I tried to forget everyting bt i cant. It keeps on playin in my head. It makes me suffer....

:: Never b4 i felt so upset for a fren. I guess tis fren jz matters to me alot. Given da same situation bt diff ppl, I might choose nt to confront. I might be able to get over it. Nevertheless, wat happened had happened. For now, I cant do anyting except to wait for Z to forgive me. For now, P owed me explanations. For tis time round, Im da bad gal...

:: I nearly had insomnia. Depression leads to insomnia, tats wat most ppl said. Now i blif it...

:: Z, i never meant to ruin ur frenship wif P. Swear to God, nt even for one sec i hav such thought. Plz forgive me..

:: P, i hope u can b honest to me... Again, Im da one who insist Z to tel me in da 1st place. Dun blame him...

Guys, sincerely fr my heart, IM SORRY. IM REALI SORRY..

Just another day...

2010-10-15T18:52:00.004+08:00

15.10.2010

Marks da day whr we screw enl test 1 gao gao. haha..can we score???? DEFINITELY!! (5/10%) hehe. After enl 207, i wont place high hope for tis one. So long i can secure a B, tats more den enuf~ (:

Jz FYI, tis lil bloggie, i'll shower it wif melancholic posts. yea. its time for some changes tho =]

but! wheneva necessary, i'll stil update u guys wif some happie posts (:

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These two days, i've been feeling quite down. All da laughters n stupid acts from me, are jz camouflage of wat im feelin deep inside.

These two days, i duno wat reali hpn. Izit me thinking too muchie or izit tings hav changed? I somehow felt thr's slight change on da way u treat me~ nt jz me even others felt da same way. The Q WHY keeps popping out in my head. I've tried settled down n tink it thru thoroughly bt i cant seem to find da rite answer. I admit, I admit its my fault bt im jz playin..i din do it on purpose. Even so, i seriously dun tink its my mistake. I do not tease for no reason. Its for ur own good too..haiz.. Mayb, mayb i do hurt ur feeling bt i've apologized. Sincerely. Somehow, even a sincered 'sorry' cant cure all wounds; jz like da sayin, "No use cryin over split milk". Wat else can i do? I reali duno~

Thursday - 14.10.2010

Arrived home, feelin slightly better~ (:
Had a drink to soothe my gloominess...

(cont) 15.10.2010

Tho feelin a lil tired, am all geared up to face da day wif sunshine mood; coz i believe today will nt be any typical day (: somehow, thr's jz sometin tat turn me off == nvm. small matter. fuck it. I duno y i even bothered so much. Zzzzzz...

Rite after innovation class, head straight to library. Everytin is okie til i felt sumtin is nt rite abt my stomach...n hell yea it does. Went to loo to settle everytin..shoot it took so damn long -.-

Then...ah. Emo part came up.

(im nt gonna tel u wat izit abt =P) Seriously, i NEVER tot i'll fall so damn hard. It literally strikes my heart da moment i saw ............ n da moment i said she's ............. It reali hit me hard. For wat reason, i wish i noe y. I tot i can forget bt da scene keep rolling in my head amid da test. I lose focus. At one point, i even feel like putting down my pen n walk out without finishing da whole paper. Im reali so close to sobbing bt i held bec. Grasping my pen so hard, i told myself i cant screw tis paper. Not english. After few mins of struggles, am managed to gt bec on track.... ): Hope i wont gt a farkdup result. Am jz not in da rite state of mind to do da best. Nevertheless, i've gave it all n jz hope i wont gt a kiam cai result..

On da way bec, i tink abt ntg bt da whole scene. Again. == Darn...imma pathetic lil gal... Y do i even giv a farking care???? Its nt abt me, its nt sumtin i should noe, its nt sumtin im concern abt... So y im feelin so down??? No one even cares abt my feelin. So y im feelin such a busybody myself? Zzzzzzzz... Shed tears sumore. Haiz....Guess im nt tat tough after all ):
Nvm. Let bygone be bygone~ Gonna recover soon i guess. *crossfinger*

U will never understand

2010-08-31T16:55:00.003+08:00

After all those dying moments, my bloggie finali bounce back to life, bt nt for a happy post =]

I had a dream last nite.
Its so real tat i found myself crying when i woke up.
In tat dream, thr's him, wif his gal, n me, n da rest of anoymousssss..
I can stil recalled tat particular scene vividly. He's holding his gal's hand n mumbled sumtin i cant rmbr...den thr's a part he said, 'plz dun be lidat'. It clearly means im jz being stupid for fooling around. I knew i wont get wat i want so i ran out n my final words, U'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND MY FEELING. I was crying all da way...

While im writing tis, im sobbing quietly. No one understand how i feel bt myself.

Im nt demanding anyting. I knew all tis while wat im doin is nt rite yet i stil go for it. So it serves me rite for wat im gettin in return. Im nt putting da blame on anyone. In fact, im da criminal. In order to be happie, i do tings past beyond da limit of wat frens do. I dun care wat ppl tink, bt now, da truth hits me. I'll never achieve da real happieness. Im jz lying to myself..

So wat if i tel him my real feeling? Tat wont get me to wat i hoped for, bt an awkward moment. Im nt tat kind of person who likes to tink so much. For me, jz go thru my life, enjoy it n be happie. bt im nt doin da rite ting...mayb tis time i tink too much. i dun giv a fucking damn.

I've gave myself some time n i dun tink i nid an answer to a question tat has been playing in my head for some time. Jz let it be.. Yes or no, it doesnt matter anymore.

Frens foreva. (:

im so confused tat im now in a state of confusion

2010-04-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

im in...
DILEMMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :S

hmm.. how should i put tis...

two weeks break.
a period of time b4 my life turn into a living hell.
a period of time to mesmerize all da memories wif all of u~
a period of time to watch all da dramas.
a period of time to think things over.
a period of time to figure out the solution for should-i-do-it-or-not matter..

recently, i've been doin much thinking abt guys.
nt guys as in a whole bt those tat i like.
as once said, "u can like hundreds of guys bt u only love one". tats true.

two days ago i went out wif a guy fren.
aaaahh~~ such a long time since i go dating wif jz guy. haha!
n so, tis triggered me to reconcile all my do-i-reali-like-him problems.

Guy #1
-we used to talk alot n share lotsa tings, bt at tat moment, he already seeing someone.
no matter how hapi i am, i noe whr i stand. im jz a bystander. i should nt interfere. so i jz keep da feeling to myself. im nt even sure whether tat feelin is tat i reali like him or its jz tat im feelin lonely.
-months past since we last went out.... the feeling for him gradually decrease.. i guess i dont reali fall for him. i jz enjoy his company.
-somehow, in one way or another, i'll miss all da conversation we had. in total, i miss him.
-i even tot of confessing bt i hold back. i've gt rejected once n i dun hope history to repeat itself. n so i wait.. da more i wait, da more the feeling fades.
-so now, finali, im able to shoooo him out of my mind. but (argh always a but in everyting!!) once a while, i still check out on him (im nt a stalker). aish...wats wrong wif me??! =.=

Guy#2
-he jz way too gud. i mean his personality. altho im nt reali close to him, i can c tat everyone around him likes him. everybody seems to enjoy having him around.
-we used to text alot. almost everytime, im da one who find him 1st. tis makes me think, "im da only one feelin like tis, am i?". as time pass, i made a conclusion. i do not like him. he's jz being nice n friendly (:

Guy #3
-i've known him since..... aaahh~ i cant rmbr. probably around 2 yrs? =/
i've never met him. we're net frens til da day we decided to hang out. well, everyting turns out great except i almost fall asleep in cinema o.o U cant reali blame me. i watched the same show twice.
-it has been months since i last went out one-on-one wif a guy fren. its nt tat im desperate or wat... it gives u somekind of feelin tat u'll never gt for dating a gurl. ah, im crapping :S
-ppl say when u're wif a guy, if ur heartbeat beats fast, u definitely like him. as for me, i dun feel so. thus i dont like him? bt i miss the outing vry much wor... how's tat? =/
-mayb, like i said, its been a long time since i went out wif guy. so i feel lidat. so i dont like him after all? i cant even answer tis question which has been playin in my mind all da time. aaahh~ stupid me.
-when our eyes met, it seems like the time stops. everytin around me is motion-less. i wish tat moment can stay as long as i want.. bt everytime tat hpn, i always look away. haha.. ==
-so peeps, does tat mean i like him? somehow, i feel tat im nt reali his type. haiz... im still confused. everytin is so complicated!!!!

im walking on a path alone...

its dark..

whr is the end point?? it feels like i've been walking for ages.

i still cant c any light..

will i succeed?

i miss sunshine...

where are you~~~

Is it worth it??

2010-03-25T18:07:00.004+08:00

JUSTICE.

We strongly believe thr's justice in the eye of the world. Yes, it is. however, in some cases, it is expcetional. let me tel u a real-life story tats related to tis.

25.3.2010

Got back my econ test 2 result. tho da mark's slightly lower den test 1, im SATISFIED. FULLY SATISFIED. coz i DIDN'T COPY others' ans n i TOTALLY DESERVE DA MARKS I GET. nt to blow my own trumpet or wat; i feel tat my hard work is paid off (:

for some ppl, they DONT EVEN DESERVE the marks they get. da reason i wrote tis post is tat many ppl are totally PISSED OFF by the "some ppl". im nt gonna mention da names, for i noe i'll be hated if i do. okie. i noe each n everyone of us do tiru in our test, bt NOT EVERYTIME. da "some ppl", they jz copied blindly. take econ test an a great example. they scored full marks for objective. even our super WonderGirl aka Ying Ying Lee cant do tat. for da previous test, da same ting occurred. its nt like im saying tat they're dumbo n im clever. no. aren't u curious, how they gt such marks?? hmm..mayb they do turn over a new leaf n study pretty hard. fat chance, i'll say.

alrite. enuf of tat. like my gfs said, if they wanna tiru, pls do it da SMART way. its so damn fucking obvious tat they tiru lar wey. one word for advice - GROW UP. we aint in pre-school anymore. we're in college now. not studying hard for ur tests n jz busy copy others' hw, is tat ur college life? den better off jz look for job. no nid study. waste ur parents' money.

jz for one time, put yourself in our shoes. wat'll u tink when u're working so hard to complete ur work, and others nt doin anyting, take ur work n copy. will u feel happy? if its one or two or three times den its forgiveable lar. Tapi ini, SELALU!!!!! arghh!!! ask urself again, WAT WILL U FEEL? even if tat person is ur close fren, u cant treat him/her lidat. THR'S LIMIT IN EVERYTHING. sharing is caring, bt NOT ALL THINGS CAN BE SHARED. und? u may seems tat we're all okie wif it. da fact is, we dont actually do. we're jz being patience. if we express out, ugly tings hpn. "so lanci...lidat nxt time no nid lend me lar" , "walao...copy a while will sei meh.." , "as fren also wanna kira meh...." etc~ im nt creating stories. these kind of things do hpn. haiz. enuf of tat.

izit tat hard for you guys to jz open ur book, study it, n und it? dun make im-nt-born-to-be-clever as an excuse. everyone is clever in their own ways. like make-up, u practise everyday n u find urself pro in it. its jz da same wif homework, assgmts, tests, exam. plz lar. be independent. if you all continue wif tat kind of attitude, foreva u wont succeed. trust me, i've seen it.

peeps, dont take ppl for granted. tink thru ur kepala otak baru do sumtin. if u're goin to do sumtin ugly, plz tink of da other parties' feelings. we're not robot; jz let u all copy everytin.

to "those" who feel offended, i dont giv a fucking shit. im jz expressing wat im feeling. plus, i din mention anyone. it cud be anyone. or none. if u feel tats u, den its u.

sumtin to think about =) [Part 2]

2010-01-28T14:59:00.004+08:00

hmm...~~

tis is rather a special one.

coz i dedicated tis to all my monkey frens.

ENJOY!! ^^

-Besties-

I can still recalled the days we met

U welcome me wif a winsome smile,

A warm hug

A warm hand-shake.

Tis is the heaven of fren-loves tat I've been searchin for.

I'll foreva bear in mind ur kindness,

Ur sarcatism

Ur laugh

Ur smile

Ur silly attitude....

The list never ends.

The sky tat I've lost so long has come back for me

I c angels.

I c demons.

Angels, protecting me, helpin me, showering me wif never-ending loves.

Demons, betrayin me, backstabbing me; creatures I hate the most.

Frens,

Are u on the evil side?

Creatures I called frens,

Without u all,

Im ntg.

Im a lonelier.

Im a loser.

I wont c sunshine tat always brighten, cheering up my days.

I wouldn't noe the meaning of love.

Frens,

U are my pair of imprisoned wings.

U are my pillar of strength.

I count on u.

Creatures I called frens,

I wont allow us to have disgraced memories

All the tings we've been thru,

Will never be erased from my mind.

U painted my life wif colours

N it'll still goes on.

Besties,

Thr's no such ting as ur world n my world.

As long as we c n feel the same ting, its OUR world.

Endless & far, boundless & deep,

Like destinies tat mixed togeta

I'll hold them tight

For we're destined to meet each other.

As if the sky yearns for blood, the flowers wait for the rain & the nite begs for tml,

I yearned so much

For the hope tat we'll still remain togeta.

Togeta we cry,

Togeta we laugh,

Togeta we sing k,

Togeta we spread our wings, flying to distinct place;

But one ting remains...

WE HEART EACH OTHER.

sumtin to think about =) [Part 1]

2010-01-28T13:05:00.008+08:00

erm...

tho tis may seems weird as i've never post tis kind of ting, bt i wud like to giv it a try.

wanna noe wat izit?

keep on reading (: hehe.

da ting im gonna write abt, has gt ntg to do wif anyone. jz some random post to keep u all entertained. hope all HORNY BABE'S BABES like it ((:

-L.O.V.E.-

I can still recalled

That unforgiving autumn

U hold my cold hands, embraced me in your arms

U uttered tat four powerful letters

I smile, I smile wif tepid-warmth-tears flowing reluctantly

Under the falling red foliage, we kissed passionately.

If the white rose petals open one by one

The memories from tat day will become coloured.

Your winsome smile melts my heart

Like a sweet dream I had somewhr,

Oh Honey,

How I wish we can stick as one til death tore us apart.

Its stil the same autumn

U left me without a word

Leaving me alone in this cold dark world

I ran n ran

I cried n cried

I stumbled to the ground

How come I never noe!!!??

Tis is the paradise of betrayal

At the end of my wandering heart

I search for a light n words of prayer I can send to u

My imprisoned wings

Fly towards the distant sky

I wanna believe Im nt alone...

I realised those steps we counted, mean ntg bt merely numbers

Our crumbling pace wont return

Our sweet memories

I'll keep them close to my heart.

Its autumn agn

Tis time round, I finally accept tat....

Under the falling rain,

Sitting on a bench, u hug me tightly

Asking me nt to say a word

Jz stay by ur side

U said u're tired

U wanna sleep

Thinking ntg tragic will hpn, i let u doze off

But...

Fantasy is always different from reality

I cant differentiate my tears fromt the rain drops

The moon illuminates our final nite.

I finally accept tat....

Cance took u away from me...

Foreva.

p/s: tis is much similar to wat i've posted in facebook, bt i've made some changes. (:

a BIG GIFT/"GIFT" for cny

2010-01-25T18:07:00.008+08:00

hmmmm..
one may wonder. wats da difference between GIFT n "GIFT"?

well...
lemme tell u a real-life incident n indirectly, the question above is answered.

24.1.2010

ahhh....rise n shine at 9am.
kick start my day quite well as all my aunty uncle came for a gathering.
chit chit chat chat, makan makan, burp burp, say sayonara wif a big winsome smile on everyone's face (:

its abt 5.30pm tat time.

8.30pm.

went out for dinner wif nanny n lil bro.
its like any other Sundays.
lil bro crack idiotic jokes, nanny wif her dun-bother-at-all kind of expression.
everytin went on smoothly til...

"jie, our house masuk burglars ar!!!!"

???????????

main door opened wide.

da 1st tink i tot was 'all rite. parent argue again'. bt i was proven wrong when my bro told me da bad news. i couldn't believe it at 1st bt when i saw da whole situation myself, my eyes prove me wrong.

living room was ntg bt a cupboard filled wif dad's docs r all like a rubbish dump.
lil bro's clothes all upside-down.
parent's room was a disaster.
my room is even worse.
study room is like being striked wif tornado.

ngo geh lou mat yeh dou mou lam. zi hai yat pin hong bak.
tats cantonese.
in eng, it means my mind was thinking ntg at tat time. all went blank. in short, im STUNT.

who wouldn't???????????!!!!!!!!!!!

mummy was speechless.
dad was like a president working his sweat out to launch a campaign to win the people's hearts.
bro speechless too.
nanny was searching her stuff to c anytin has been stolen.

i stood thr.
look around...
i reali couldn't, cant afford to believe the whole scene.

how it happen??????????!

sigh..
i duno wat to do except doing wat daddy instructed me to do.
dialed 999, police in-charged ask parent to go to da nearest police station to make report.
n so they went to one near pearl point.
daddy's parent aka my grandparent came to accompany us.
so thr are 5 of us in da hse.
the old citizens chat among themselves; lil bro went to the kitchen to jaga.

y?

coz those "clever" burglars broke-in using da back door.
writing abt tis, thr's one ting tat u, readers will sure feel zha dao.

b4 da burglars ransacked the house, they crashed, knocked, pushed, bla bla bla the padlock til it spoilt. my clever right-side neighbour heard a loud noise from my hse. she went out n saw tat no cars r thr. means no one at home lor. den she heard some noise n it sounds like somebody trying to crash da door. n da dogs r barking til their voicebox cant take it anymore. n guess wat..

da clever neighbour, tho suspected sumtin amiss, just DO NOTHING. yea. NOTHING. =="
n she even have da guts to come tel my mum abt da whole ting, n in da end she said, "i tot its cats trying to scratch ur door." FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
r u a SOHAI, IDOIT, MORON, DUMBO, BRAINLESS FOLK????!

HOU SAM LAR!!! PLZ LAR!!!!

takde otak kah lu? ada otak tapi isi tahi punya ar? ma de...reali a pure sohai.

my mum, upon hearin wat she said, just said ntg. speechless. duno wanna giv wat kind of reaction.

sigh....
bodoh.

den da left-side neighbour is also one funny ting.
same case, heard all those noise bt tot 'oh....just some random stray dogs barking fiercely.' =="

plz lar.

tho every nite those dumbo dogs do bark, they do not bark for long n loud.
ppl wif common sense pun tau sudah ada yang tak kena lar kan?
still can tink of such idotic tings.
haiz...

well,
we may lament, bt tings edi happened.
as da saying goes, 'no use crying over spilt milk'.

wat will hpn, will hpn.
once u're targeted, no matter how confident u are abt ur shields, at times, u gotta lift up ur white flag.
coz its FATED.

u may say Im da God of my experiences, u may change ur destiny, but can u change wats fated for u?

hhmmmm~~~~~

alrite. home kena ransacked, wish tis is da end of it. we cant afford to bear another one.

last nite, after clearing my room, i tot of lotsa ting. im scared. coz im da kind of person who likes to tink alot, imagine tings tat wont likely to hpn; more like day-dreaming. bt tis time around, i wasnt building castle in da air, im tinkin wat'll hpn if they came for second round??? wat shud i do to protect myself??? will i get panic til i cant do anyting??? etc etc.....

while my brain is processing all these tings, sudenli my mum shout my name. "Yi!!!!!! did u make any noise jz now?" "No. i dont." "Lock da door n sleep."

i quickly lock da door n sit on my bed. i cuddled my legs. my whole body shivered. without me knowing, im crying. im SCARED!!!! i duno wat to do. im worried abt my parent's safety bt at da same time, im worried abt mine too. n my bro's n my nanny's. i finali hav da courage to stand up, unlock da door, n peep. i saw a figure in master bedroom. i quickly close da door n oh shit. dun tel me..... i peep again. tis time i waited longer. den my mum came out. i asked, "is thr anytin?". she replied, "everytin's ok" Im abit relieved.....

tat nite, nanny,bro n i sleep togeta. everyone is asleep except me. i hold nanny's hand n ask for forgiveness. couldnt help myself bt cried... as for bro, i apologised too. duno y, deep to da core of my heart, i feel im guilty.

tat whole nite, i couldnt sleep well. around 4, my eyes finali cant take it n so i doze off....

25.01.2010

wake up n check everytin. everytin seems fine. okie...

later tat evening, aunts n uncles came over to hav a look on us.

now its 11.03pm. im yet to take my bath bt after tis post. for my entire blog, i tink tis is da most memorable ones n im sure it'll stay fresh in my mind forever.

as for da answer to da earlier question, here it is:-

GIFT = for burglars who stole away around 5k cash, some jewellries.

"GIFT" = for my family as a big 'gift' b4 cny. as wat we chinese said, 'poh choi' ar.

as requested by JESSIE EYU CHIANN WEN WEN

2010-01-12T23:35:00.005+08:00

well well well~
looks like 'sumtin' has just reincarnate.
y 'sumtin' n not someone?
y do i put da pic above?
y do i choose tat pic?
y does da pic looks so horrible?
LOL..
ignore it lar. i pick it randomly coz it has da word REINCARNATION. XD

just to tell ya'll tat...
MY BLOG HAS COME TO LIVE!!!!!!
AFTER 2 MONTHS RESTING IN COMFY WOODEN-CRAFTED-VAMPIRE-LIKE COFFIN (:

tis blog will still RIP bt due to JESSIE EYU CHIANN WEN WEN's request to have my blog updated, i, dengan reluctantly-nya, pun do according to what she said. haha..

oh yea.
i almost forgot.
im nt gonna rent a room near inti anymore.
coz coz coz da lengzai landlord said :

1. renovation completed around march

2. nt worth it since i ni stay thr for 1 month

n i hav decided tat :

1. da new room is so darn far away~ at 99 Speedmart wor. alone wor. who jaga me? n n im lazy to walk tat far to inti ^^"

2. nt worth it since i ni stay thr for 1 month

so yea.

thr're few tings to be concluded :

1. gotta drive far far for f*cking two hours classes

2. waste my petrol

3. waste my toll $

4. waste my parking $

sigh...

wat a pathetic live. =X

alrite.

readers, lets move on to da bright-side.

i still get to sleep on my comfy lil bed XD

klar.

from tml onwards (well, its tml i guess), WINNIE WONG will be my companion while im drivin bec home; noe wat tat means???? i gt a hot babe sitting beside me ((((:

so..

i guess i'll end it here.

plz be back tml.

got sumtin for ya'll.

*PEACE* ^^

full of surprises...

2009-11-07T12:09:00.004+08:00

just like any typical fridays,
woke up early in da am to rise n shine...,
washed up,
took my warm morning bath,
dress up,
blablablablablablah..
im in class! (:

i was early den usual.
maklumlah.. atuk yg fetch. so gotta wake up earlier ):
im nt much a punctual person. thr's always nanti nanti for me. which i noe its bad ):
i'll try vry hard to change tat. guess i nid lotsa effort. lol.

sumtin quite surprising hpn..
we're left wif one grp to present.
after hearing their presentation, our beloved mdm Nazlina uttered sumtin like tis - Its total rubbish. i dont und wat ya'll r presenting..blabla..wow. TOTAL RUBBISH. these two words, if im in da grp member, seriously gonna hurt my feeling. i cant say wat she said is rite as i dont hav da qualification to do so. jz can c tat they're nt prepared. hope they'll do well in their assgmt tho =/
as for mine, our lecturer praise us. wakkakkakakka.. *cheering happily inside her heart* ^^
McDonald's is our topic. i tink my grp members, shirley, wei wei, jessie; n i ought to accept tat compliment as i believed we've done a great job. nt to self-praise or wat lar...jz to show our gratitude. hehe.
to all horny babe's babes, GAMBATE!! :DDD

im supposed to hav csc class after business bt i ditched.
since da teacher is nt teachin anyting n i wanna do some shopping, its a rite ting to do. lol.
n so, we went to pyramid. again. ==
nt tat i've any choice ):
takde kereta punya org, memanglah kesian...
my baby car...when r u gonna gt fixed... i noe u miss me n i do too.. sobz.

its kinda early (aroud 11am) when i reached thr wif jessie, shirley n wei wei.
n to our astonishment, da whole parking lot of CP5 is EMPTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol.
jessie's honda crv is da 1st vehichle tat proudly landed its tires on da cemented-tiling floor ((:
we head straight to cinema to buy tickets for POKER KING (:
shirley din watch wif us coz.....
her beloved lover was waiting for her wor.... so lum. haha..

11.35am.
we're edi in da theatre, sitting comfortly, waiting anxiously for da movie to start.
its a cantonese film n guess wat...
Louis Koo is so damn childish n nerd wei...n Lau Ching Wan, omg...da way he speaks reali made me wanna slap his face. XD
overall reali funny lar. u guys shud watch it. for relaxation. (:

then,
we went Cotton On Body to shop for awhile..
went to Levi's afterwards intented to buy jeans geh bt..duno y.i jz simply dun like da shop..prefer mid valley's =/
so v jalan-jalan n its time to makan as our stomach-s nid intake every 4 hrs. haha..
we choose to eat pizza. nt Pizza Hut, n Domino's. its PAPA JOHN'S hehe..
its pizza is nicer den those two lor..reali. bt da waiter serving our table is so...blur ==

around 4.30pm, we reach inti..
haiz. another day is gonna end soon.
as i've gt no car to go bec, i gotta wait someone to fetch me home.
n tat someone eventually told me he cant ==
so ask my atuk instead, tho he's busy de ler... T.T
feel so paiseh. aiks.

reached my home sweet home, watch some telly, den go secret recipe makan.
weird hor go thr for dinner. lol.
as im sort of like in diet, 1 chocolate fudge + 1 iced lemon tea + 1 gourmet pie = my dinner. (:
yummy~~~~

finali, its 12am.
im stil doin da slides n few mins after tat,
i called it a day off.
time to sleep lu.. (:

Super Junior M!! (:

2009-11-04T18:22:00.012+08:00

im beckie!! (((((((((((((((((:
hehe.
im in happpppppiiieee mood!! yeah! yeah! *cheers happily* ^^
LOL.
duno wat im hapi for.
hmm finished maths test 2 today.
tis is da 1st time i do all da 6 questions coz before, i jz did 5. as instructed.
im such an obedient student, aint i? LOL..
da ques r okie..luckily its nt vry hard. or else i'll be working my brain real hard which is....er... a gud ting???? o.o

alrite.
catch my forty winks 3 hrs ago~ which was rather long than usual.
tired wey...aiks.
or izit becoz im piggie? (:

searched thru some korean music jz now n came across this...

:+: Why I Like You - SuJu :+:

:+: Happy Together - SuJu :+:

:+: Way to Go - SNSD/Girl's Generation :+:

cant say their're superb n awesome, bt worth to be listened.

light up ur mood a lil bit (:

n then...

i recalled wei wei saying thr're 2 China members in Super Junior M tat're reali lengzai.

n so..i check it out...

n u noe wat...

da result is....

OMG!!!!!! NOT LENGZAI!!!!!

BT UTTERLY, TOTALLY, COMPLETEY LENGZAI!!!!!!!! just Zhou Mi. Henry okok je~ lol.

cant describe anymore. im gettng carried away edi :D

let da pictures speak the words..

CUTIE PICS

Winsome smile~ (:

Yeng eh..

Zhou Mi n Henry

nevertheless, Hero JaeJoong is still my all-time, nvr-gonna-change, favourite idol~ (:

A Day Not to Forget (:

2009-10-31T20:48:00.006+08:00

30.10.2008

= a day before Halloween Day

= csc test 1

= jennifer's body movie

= samuel sesat jalan

= i sesat jalan

= A DAY NOT TO FORGET!!!!!!!!!! :DDD

well, those r sort of like summary of wat hpn on tat very day.

its so special tat no i'll never ever forget it (:

alrite.

lets start wif csc test.

hmm..like i said b4, tis test is gonna be a nightmare for me.

da day b4, i was stayin up for like 2 hours plus to read da rest of da slides which i had stop earlier. i din memorize anyting. jz simply go thru.

on da 80th slides onwards, my eyes r calling for an emergency rest bt i said NOOOOOOO! I SHUD FINISH THIS OR ELSE IM DOOM TML!!!

unwillingly, i managed to finsh. thank god...

at da same time, i was chatting wif horny babe's babe, JESSIE EYU CHIANN WEN WEN (:

luckily for tat or else i'll jz doze off in front of compie ):

so.

after business class, we head straight to our IT class.

thr're 4 questions.

some of them we edi did it in our class exercise. so we jz take out da paper n start copying (:

for others, luckily enuf i gt read so im able to answer; except for question 4. which i copied others.

alah....all also copy punya-lah...siapa yang babi sgt takde copy geh. lol.

around 12, i finish. hand in da paper n chiaozz.

we went to pyramid for jennifer's body.

winnie + shirley + me + ai ling = jessie's car

elaine + wei wei = candice's car

others im nt tat sure =/

bt overall thr're 20+ of us goin.

shayne, carol, chu shi, ying ying, annie, yumi, see jia, wanjo, jun, kenneth, ah tact, actcross, ah long, samuel~

reali one big gang. like wanna pek yao. lol.

my 1st exp goin for movie wif such a big group.

my nxt aim --> 40ppl (:

overall, da show is jz nice.

2 stars of out 5.

other than jennifer's body (i mean megan fox's body), thr's ntg much interesting to watch.

a horror flick they named it? nah....more like ordinary movie.

da ending is like hanging. wat a fcuk up ending.

perhaps thr's season 2 o.o

after like 2 hours sitting on the not-so-comfy chair,

we CAMWHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!!

da ting we do best ((((:

wanna c, go my facebook. haha..

was supposed to folo carol's car bec bt samuel offered to drop me off so ok lu..

after dropping winnie n i, he went off.

while i was on my way bec, sudenli he called.

sesat jalan. lol...

nt long after he called, my turn to sesat jalan. ROFL

funny dao~

samuel = subang jaya - kl - subang jaya

me = subang jaya - kl sentral - mid valley - bj lrt station (drop winnie) - home

wat a sweet journey~~ (:

reach my home sweet home,

was exhausted like shit.

watch some telly, wash up, zzzzzzzzzzzz.

woke up 8 sumtin today.

wake up early to rise n shine~

shiny cowie moo (:

wat a relief~

2009-10-28T13:49:00.003+08:00

to A2 chicks n hunks who read tis, they can guess so wat im goin to blog (:

SAY GOODBYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TO ECONOMICS TEST 1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wee~~~~~~~~~~~~
ole le le ola ola~~~~~~~~~ *jumpin around doin da victory dance* ^^

haha.
yea..econ reali drags me to hell.
bt nt tat worst compared to moral =/

anyway,
test done, now its time to....
erm..

i guess ntg special..
stay at home on9~
my daily routine.
i somehow found myself sooooo attached to da comp tat almost every single day i got home, i'll head straight to my dear lil compie~ (:
like i cant live w/o it.
which i do.
who doesnt. o.o

now tat econ test is over,
me aka mirana's nxt enemy wil be viper aka csc test. LOL..
too muchie of dota. XD
speaking of tis test,
tho its like 'duh....cheapskate lar. apa mau risau' , it kinda creeeeeps me out as i nid to rmbr all da functions in MS WORD... which a lame ting,if u ask me.
if thr's a comp, i can do it. without it, im... doom????? =/
so..
gambate to myself ba. aiks..

hmm.
2.04pm.
by rite da sky shud be crystal clear, wif mr. sun shining brightly across da horizon, birds chirping happily, trees jiggling here n thr~
bt now, here in my homie, its da other way round~
da sky is dark, all da clouds r cuddling towards each other, blocking mr. sunnie; mr. thunder is giving his signal tat ms. rain is coming; oh now she's here already. tiny drops of rain falling down in 45 degrees, moisturing da earth; now ms. rain is goin to unleash her ulti which is mighty rain.. for now shes's da ruler. oh my...

i hate rainy day -.-

Two Is Better Than One

2009-10-28T13:34:00.003+08:00

I came across tis song by Boys Like Girls feat. Taylor Swift.
by listening to it, somehow i find myself....
kinda pathetic.
bt its nice *two thumbs up* ((:

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,

The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everythings okay

And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Well maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two, is better than one

Yeah, yeah

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life

And I thought hey

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

Oooh I can't live without you

'Cause baby two is better than one

There's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life

And I've figured out with all that's said and done

Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

some random post

2009-10-27T01:08:00.003+08:00

1.08 am.

weiyi is blogging, fb-ing~
y is she nt sleeping?
hmm...
coz..
well..
erm..
she's so energetic tat even her lil puffy pillow cant tempt her to sleep. lol.

alrite. straight to da point.

im a lame-o.
wakakakakkakkakak.. -.-

sumtin is wrong wif my brain nerves i guess.
im being lame again. aiks...
at times i do wonder.
how can a person like me (actuali last time hor im quite shy wan~ keke), can bcum tis lame since college started.
guess nobody can ans me tat..nvm. doesnt matter (:
[sendiri tanya sendiri jawab. gosh -.-]

like wat da title states - SOME RANDOM POST.

seriously i duno wat am i blogging here.
jz brag n brag n brag abt nonsense stuff. im so nonsensical. haih.... sienz.
shud be revising my econ bt agn....LAZY. haih...
test is on wed. wish me luck~ (seriously need it o.o)
csc test has been postponed to tis friday...
haiyo.
nid to stay bec for another 2 hrs. initially can go bec at 1pm bt now....make it 3 edi ==
shud jz do it tml lar....y change it. sienz..

alrite. enuf of coll stuff.

wei wei aka lalat : weiyi, ur such a nice person. really. shirley n i hav da same tot.
weiyi aka shit : hahhaa...tq wor... *cheering inside coz she's damn happy ppl praise her. lol*

nt to boast or wat..
it reali brings me joy to hear from my bestie tat im nice.
p/s: i gt excited easily. jz look at ^ . haha... n i gt touched easily too...n i cried easily too. which is a bad ting. i hate it ==

************************************************************************************

i tot im able to forget u. bt i cant....
alrite. izit weird to like someone tat u nvr met b4?
hmm...i tink so. bt tats happening to me =x
i jz cant figure y. i fall for ppl easily. n in da end, disappointment is wat i gt.
yea....like its nvr hpn b4. bt it hurts....tho tis time i din make any confession. knowing da truth is jz like a blunt knife being stabbed real hard to ur heart. painful bt it wont kill u. who's tat idiotic to take a sharp one instead ==

it has been 1 week plus.
i edi gave up since tat day. im nt tat tough to hold onto my feeling anymore. n im nt at all interested to win his heart. n even if he has found 'da one', im nt at all cruel to snatch him from her.
coz...
im a nice gal wat. lol.

besties said thr're stil lotsa gud n charming fishes in da sea..yea..true, bt da ques is; am i gud at fishing? i doubt my skill. =x
nevertheless, it all depends on fate. try to change tat n u'll regret. really.
so, for now, wat can i do is to wait~ n wait~ n wait~ *cross fingers*.
bt thr's a bright side of being single.
FLIRT AROUND...
wakakkakkaak..
sadly, im nt pretty enuf to do so. aiks..
love...
nvr b4 ppl said its simple. its complicated; ful of tangles.
now ur so in love wif him/her n da nxt ting u noe, ur working ur tear glands n slamming ur face to da pillow. jz like in da movies.
thr's no such ting as 'i love u foreva'. bullshit.
i used to belif tat bt im smarter now. haha..

guess wat.
another 13 mins da clock will strikes 2. yet im stil tat energetic. lol..
duno wat hpn to me.
izit da viagra? lol...
gila im nt laki-laki.

if im to continue,
my cosy bed n fluffy pillow will start screaming, "get back 'ere u sneaky lil drip!!!!!!!!!!". haha..
maklumlah...
they've been my 'childhood frens' fr quite some time. so its a sin to neglect them. lol.. o.o

alrite.
gtg.
nite ppl (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

KEEP SMILING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SMILE
SMILE
SMILE (:

Frustration!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-10-11T18:29:00.003+08:00

sigh.....
like wat da title says, IM DARN FRUST!

love matters? NO
money matters? NO
sex matters? NO
assignment? HELL YEA. -.-

i've been doin my moral assmgt for like...da past 5 hours n da outcome was...
only 3.25 pages done. gosh!
bt of coz..thr's time tat i play fb bt tat doesnt matter. wat reali drive me crazy is da assgmt itself.

G.E.N.D.E.R. D.I.S.C.R.I.M.I.N.A.T.I.O.N.

i've been cracking my head to tink,type,modify, then type then tink,type,modify n da process go on n on n on n on n on like thr's no tml...
til my hand cramp x_x

i feel damn lazy to do~
deep inside, from da core of my heart, i reali feel like giving up. jz hantam wateva points i've gathered.
moral is so boring~
one month plus da teacher has been teaching n yet i duno a single ting he teached.
like da malay saying, "masuk telinga kanan, keluar telinga kiri".
yea. tats reali suits me.
i seriously dun und y we nid to study moral.
like its gonna change da way we are.
duh...
bt wat to do...
gov sudah tetapkan jadi kena study lor.. ==

alrite. bec to da assigmt.
da date of submission is tis thursday.
15 pages minimum.
i've set my target to finix at least 'Employment' part.
well,, im half-way now.
so no worries i gueeeess..
as long as lazy-ness wont strike me x_x

okie. gambateh to all A2 chicks n hunks.
gt a moral test on thursday also. sigh...
everytin is so rampant.
god..plz guide me thru. i've seen da light bt thr're so many ways to reach it.
i nid ways to combat my lazy-ness!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!

MORAL SUCKS

Random post

2009-10-02T11:26:00.003+08:00

alrite..here i am. blogging agn.
currently in CSC class..suppose to be doin exercise bt wat im doin here r totally legal man. facebook-ing, blogging~~ lalalala~ (: our lengzai lecturer dun even giv a fuck. tats y we like him so muchie (:

shirley, jessie --> go for cinema
thomas, max, ken, yong sen --> dota in ftz
ai ling, wei wei --> go for xxxxxxxxx mission

n..

h.
e.
r.
e.

i.

a.
m.

da hardworking one!!!!!! XD
tho im nt doin his hw, at least im nt ditching class. cheers for me (:

okie. lets jz skip tis stuff. its makin me feel bored -.-

single life.
how do we define single life.
y do we choose to hav single life.
when do we choose to hav single life.

someone.

answer me.

n..
wats an open relationship.
y do ppl choose to hav tis one?
izit reali beneficial to them?

gosh...lots of questions running thru my mind rite now.
tis not-suppose-to-be-thought-about stuff hav reali drive me crazy at times.

im lonely.
who doesnt.
i wish to hav a bf.
bt..
fate is owiz nt on my way.
my love life sucks to da max.
currently, i do hav someone in mind
bt..
we never met b4.
shud i go for it?
or hold bec?
am i a coward if i decide nt to move on?
y i do nt hav such courage?
why why tell me why....here da song goes~

well...
tis is life.
we gotta move on bt at times, its best to jz hold bec our feeling on sometin/someone.
human r greedy.
vry greedy.
we wish for lotsa $$$$$$$$$$ when da poor ones dont even hav enuf fud to survive for even one hour.
we always wish for sumtin more.
human needs r foreva cant be satisfied.
tats y..
human r greedy.

i guess....
i jz hold bec da feeling on him.
enjoy da way im livin rite now.
enjoy every sec i hav.
we'll nvr noe wats waiting ahead of us.
i've gt a quote : 'Enjoy now for u may die tml'
*two thumbs up* (((((((((((:

Again~

2009-09-27T02:31:00.003+08:00

tis time around,
nt a single tear drops.
nt even feel my heart burning.
nt even emo.
nt even feel like dying.
coz...

i edi guess so tis day will come bt..
nvr expect it to be tis fast.

its ur call...
ur da one who started it n ended it.

i might cry tml, da day after tml, or wheneva i tink of u.

i cant expressed more wat im feeling rite now.

Even if I know that the days when you were by my side,
making my world shine won’t come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I’m lost,
I'll never ever want to forget that my heart had once chosen to love you.
single life u've choose to live on,
may god bless u~

1st day of class

2009-09-03T01:21:00.003+08:00

well well well~
ppl said "im thrilled!!!" "cant wait!!" "OMG" "OMFG" etc etc when..
...they unfold a brand new life in college for 1ST SEM ONLY.
when ur in ur nxt sem, tings dun go tis way.
u say OMG n OMFG once u saw da teacher, wif so 'MANY' students in class. ==

eco 1 is my 1st class of da day.
im late (as usual :D), gt in class n........
*does someone has a tissue or sumtin?? coz im swt-ing ==*
jz 5 human beings in tat class!!! (nt including me). gosh.....sien dao.
i knew it!!!! n it makes sense. coz...
tis class jz opened yday so nt much ppl hav enrolled so few students in class so yea. its EXPECTED. lolz

gt my course struc paper n here we go~~~
eco Eco ECo ECO~~
hope i wont fall asleep in class. plz SMACK/WHACK me if i do x_x
eco is reali ultimately effing important to me. so yea.. (:
psst. u gt DUTCH LADY milk if u S/W me. untung rite...kaka.

wat do human do when they're bored???
they TALK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urgh!
so we, as in max, ah boy, ai ling n i talk Talk TAlk TALk TALK~~~
ah boy n max r da chatterbox-er. n loudspeaker as well. u noe y...keke
oh yea oh yea! sei almost 4got!
thr's a new preeettie gal too. bt too bad...she din join us in our lame talks bt...she's preettiee.i tink im goin after her (jeremy dun angry ya ^^)
our lecturer=ms linda. hmm...a chinese,medium hair,quite tan. am putting high hopeeeeess on her tat she'll teach us vry well (:

after tat, wat else do we do..
we M.A.K.A.N @ E.A.T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
our stomach is makin thunder sound T.T
we had our brunch at cafeteria as our legs do not want to walk so far due to an incurable illness namely - LAZYYYYY (:

makan liao, stomach full liao, burp liao, laugh liao, bein lame liao, we head to class (again! x_x).
tis time its MATH. n guess who has returned...
Mr. BALA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
duno i shud feel happy or bad x_x
a gud news anyway. AH BOY is appointed as our CFPI Foundation In Business IT, Intermediate Mathematics, Semester 2, A2 class, CLASS REP (:
wonder how gud he'll be. XD

all rite. class ended.
wei wei aka my lalat n i went to pyramid.
we walked Walked walked~~
to shopS..
wif one mission..
n tats important mission is...
To
Buy
A
Bag
For
Weiyi ^^
after touring nearly da whole mall, we end up wif SEED. white color, medium size. i :3 it :DDDDD
thx wei wei!!! i love u!!! ^^
*no pic(s) of da bag here coz agn, its due to an incurable illness called LAZYYYYY (:

fetch her bec n tot wud like to meet jeremy bt he's gt hooked onto sumtin.
tho i felt bad n dulan abt it, ntg much tat i can do.
so nvm...thr'll always be nxt time. (:

Im Backiee!!! :DD

2009-08-31T01:32:00.003+08:00

wosh!!! another 1 more day will be 8 months anniversary for my dead blog. lolz. bt now, thx to someone's influence n to keep me awake, i finali decided to bring it to LIFE (n i mean it! x_x)~~

i nvr blog abt my 1st day in coll n blablabblablablah... bt fer now, jz wana post sumtin important. i am gonna..gonna..start my 2nd semester tml!!! believe it!!! darn..time flies. bt still, i am who i am. nvr change fer bad, jz gt crazier,lame-er,funnier n most important, more loving den ever~ XD

sigh..too many tings hav had hpn..it has bcum a nvr ending list...too much to blog abt. guess i hav to blog daily x_x

JEREMY CHUA,
my baby panda ^^ tis is da 4th time we gt bec togeta n am reali happy tat u stil luv me~ u all may say im egghead or jz pure moron bt I LOVE HIM n ntg else matter!!! if u hpn to read tis, jz to say tat....

Dun always dota lar...i noe u vry geng in gg. but dun bully me lar..
I jz noe how to use zeus n tiny..dun say me noob coz im IMBA XD
Bt seriously i reali noob de x_x

Fab Outing

2009-01-01T15:39:00.003+08:00

wosh!
it has been days since da last time i update my blog.hehe.
now.
wat i wana write leh..hmm..
lets start wif 'Fab Outing' =)

i went to aunt's hse on..
er... *crackin my head to tink*
.
.
.
arsh! cant rmbr. dun care lar. ==
jz went thr to overnite for 1 day.
my bro,grandma n i went to her hse in da am.
had lunch at Fatty Mok Yong Taofu.
den went bec,rest,tv,dinner,slep.

kokkokkokkokkok~~
morning lu~ XD
wake up,wash up,bath.
after gao dim everytin,wait for aunt.
settle jor,go mamak to hav bfast.

full d,burp d,
my aunt bring my bro n i to mid valley to shop.
meanwhile,grandma n uncle went bec home.

reach mv about 11 ler.
since my bro havent buy his sko uni yet,so go jusco buy lu.
bt,thr no stock d so go to professor.
gosh.thr de uni damn expensive.
my aunt dun dare to buy coz ltr scare kena scold by mum.haha.
so,
go metrojaya.
yee.tot metrojaya vry expensive de wor bt it turn up nt.
so buy 4 pairs of uniform; Canggih.

den aunt ask "wana buy cny clothes?"
den i reply "erm..ok ar."
actuali i wana buy wif frens de bt since my aunt treat me soooooooo gud,i pun beli lu..
on da way to F.O.S, one of my bro's selipar sudenli torn. O.O
so how?!
aunt ask him to jz throw da selipar away n walk barefoot. O.O
n duno my bro noob or wat.
he jz left da torn-out selipar thr n walk wif another which is stil in gud condition. ==
when aunt saw tis, she tegur him. "I ask u to throw away both da selipars.nt left da spoilt wan on da flr~~"
wif such embarassing face,he went to pick up da selipar n throw both away.
so kaki ayam jor.
haha.
v walk into many shops jz to find da right selipar for him.
go Esarli lar,Vad&Vid lar, Primavera lar, Metrojaya lar..
all oso dun hav his size.
so v kostan bec to jusco.
finali, v found one.
Larrie de.
haiz.
tis part is funny.
when da salesboy ask him to try on da selipars, he keep lookin 4 da shoes my bro's wearing(b4 wana buy shoes lar). den he wonder. 'eh! how come no shoes watsoeva wan?!'
den my aunt said, "his shoes spoil d. so jz gimme da shoebox"
den da guy was like blur jor. haha.
u shud've seen my bro.
owiz mengelak fr ppl.haha.scare ppl look at his foot. lol.
my aunt told him, "har.nxt time c u stil wana wear torn-out shoes onot" XD
pity my bro....

done wif da shoe lar.
nxt stop - F.O.S.
bought a jean n 4 tops.
den went to Reject Shop.
after tat,went to La Senza.
ahh~~ tis is da part y i named tis blog - Fab Outing. =D

da 3 of us went in thr.
of coz, my bro din buy lar.
sot meh..kids go La Senza buy lingerie. XD
so jz my aunt n i.
when we're waitin 4 our turn outside da fittin room, i saw tis couple.
da woman wore a red blouse,wif belt clunchin her waist n legging.
da climax, haha, is wat my bro told me. coz i went in da fittin room d.
she wana try 4 a robe.
her bf ask him to jz wait for her turn since all da fittin rooms r occupied.
she refused. said try here oso can wan ma O.O
"duwan lar..thr're so many ppl here."
"nvm wan lar."
so, unbuckle her belt, took off her blouse n legging. OMG
jz left her undergarment. O.O
without feelin embarrass, she jz wear da robe. aiya.wrong size.try another wan. yee. correct size wor.oklar buy tis wan. WTF.
i reali tabik tis woman. da face reali like onion. tak tau malu wan.
c'mon lar..tis is public leh. wana try den jz wait 4 ur turn lar. aiyo.
all da salesgal oso look at her man.
nt ni them,da ppl outside too.
sigh.
how i reali reali wish i was thr.
i record da whole ting n upload at youtube d. XD
thr's tis chinese saying - One kind of rice eaten can born out many kinds of ppl.
true eh..
haha.

finix shoppin d, went to Yoyo Snack.
nt bad wor.
ppl, try da Fish Fillet Burger.
nice! ^^

wif all da plastic bags, da feelin of dying,
v head to da parking lot.
lets call it a day.
sit inside da car jor,waa~~ wat a relief.
reach home tat time oso quite late d.
nearly 6pm.
imagine how much time we've spent thr.
hehe.

wait 4 my mum to fetch my bro n i bec home.
v dinner togeta.
at tat time, i dun reali hav any appetite.
jz feel lyk goin bec home n slep on my cosy bed.

finali,
HOME SWEET HOME! hoho..
wat i did,
i cant rmbr. ==
sei lor..am i havin Alzhimer's?
NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bt i do hav a weak memory nowadays. =(

22.12.2008 =D

2008-12-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

another day,
another outing =)

my day unfolds wif me strugglin to get up fr my comfortable,cosy bed (well,im a slut XD).
i set da alarm to 8.30am n as usual,i jz shut it off n bec to my pillow.
sudenli,i feel lyk 'sumtin' is waking me up.
its nt my mum.
neither its my bro.
n yet,its nt my grandma.
n of coz,its nt my dad.
honestly,at times when i cant wake up on time,i reali feel lyk thr's 'sumtin' or 'sum1' callin me. n da nxt ting i noe,im already awake n wont gt bec to slep. weird huh? yea. i reali wonder wat or who izit. bt da ques remained unanswered. geez..lyk supernatural pulak. haha.

its nearly 11am.
quickly,i went to da bathroom n settle my business thr.
im suppose to meet elyn at 12.30 bt she's gt gastric in da 11th hour.
i gt panic.
luckily,mie qi text askin me wana go gai gai onot..at tat particular moment,i reali reali reali THANK GOD man! wosh!
mie qi is reali my saviour.
elyn had made da reservation for Beverly Hills Chihuahua n im suppose to collect da tickets 45mins b4 da showtime - 1.40pm.
bt,as wat ppl say "once ur lucky,n u wont be tat lucky nxt time".
n hell yea,its true.
when my dad wana fetch me to pavilion,he said da road tax has expired =.=
so cant drive car lor.
so borrow my uncle's van.
bt,while on my way to pudu, da front tyre gt prob =.=
bullshit lar.
so,send it to my dad's workshop.
at tat time, i tot 'y now? y now?! so damn sui wan neh!' sigh.
den borrow one of dad's worker's car n send me to pavilion.
sampai pudu, traffic jam like hell.
took me long enuf to reach my destination.

when i finali landed my foot on da land of pavilion,im relieved.
mie qi is waitin for me at The Coffee Bean bt i cant rmbr whr izit. gosh.
i jz went thr twice lar.
mana ingat.
so i tour around pav n when i finali found da floor directory board, my mind went blank.
i duno wat da hell im lookin at. =.=
took me long enuf to digest da info i received.
eventually,i gt ntg.
so ask ppl lor.
n da f***est ting is da cafe is jz located at da same floor im at. swt. its at da other side of da entrance.
found mie qi n we head to mng.
bought 1 jean n 1 shirt.

den,we walked into Forever 21.
omg.
im spoilt 4 so many choices man!
be it da garments or accessories; reali captivating!
i wanted to buy everytin tat i've set my eyes on bt,scare nt enuf money ler..=( coz im buyin a book ltr n i've spend much at mng. nvm. i berazam,bertekad to go thr agn on some other day.hehe.

after Forever 21, we head to Pull and Bear, Roxy,Topshop Topman.
tel u guys.
two thumbs up for Pull and Bear =D
n for Topshop Topman, i reali luv da check shirts eh..
i jz found tat tis shop offers reali reali nice check shirts.
on my nxt outing, i reali gona shop 4 check shirts at TT. keke.

den we walked to Lot 10.
mie qi said she wana try da Jackie Chan's cafe.
reach thr,reali disappoint me.
it written thr 'Jackie Chan's cafe Coffec & Tea'
so cant EAT lor.
haiz.
bt da place reali nice. da sittin place is special.
so, went to times square's gasoline.
hav nt been thr 4 quite some time ler.

at gasoline,
thr're many ppl thr.
ppl mountain ppl sea. XD
luckily,we gt a seat.
bt hor,da service reali bad man.
da waiter lyk noob jiang.
den thr's one couple on our right-hand side.
duno wat hpn,they shifted to a booth behind us.
sudenli,mie qi 'ssuhhh' me.
n im like 'wat?'
she urge me to look behind n i saw da couple kissing.nt jz a simple kiss bt french kiss.
omg.
hou sam lar,its public lar.
wana ta k lun go find a place tats nt so crowded.
soon after tat, da guy or shud i say da hamsap bf, go rub his gf's private part for like 3-4 times. =.=" wtf!
as im havin my back facin them,i cant c da whole scene.bt mie qi can.so she told me everting.
bt da rubbing part,reali disgusting lar.
gosh.
da gal,fr her apperance,i can guess tat she's jz 14 or 15. haiz.
so young d wat.
nt to say im close-minded bt plz lar..wana do tis kind of ting,make sure ppl dun c wat ur doin.

enuf of tat.
we had our food n technically,v managed to make a joke out of da 'free show' we're watchin jz now. XD
wat a enjoyable day. haha.

stomach full jor,burp jor, we went down to Borders.
bought a book on Business Management.
thr's one abt Sales n as i read on,i reali cant put da book down.
when i look at da price, wow, cant buy lar =(
agn,i've to wait 4 another xxxx days..haiz.

took da escalator to ground flr. as mie qi wanted to buy clothes fr mng.
unfortunately,da shop has been replaced by Black Queen.
aww...
pity her.
ts reali change alot d.
tis shows how long i've nt been thr. hehe.
much to her disappointment, i comfort her, "aiyo,nvm.wed v go The Gardens n mv.hehe"
n she jz cheer up =)
its d 7pm so v decided to go home.

i took da lrt.
sei yeh ar, no air-cond!
my god!
thr're so many ppl inside n its damn hot n stuffy. =.=
y at tis hour,da lrt owiz litis de..haiz.

reach bt.jalil lrt,
dad fetch me home,
went out 4 dinner wif aunt,
bec home,
watch tv,
clean myself up,
on9,
sms.
haha..

Lame Jokes

2008-12-21T21:59:00.010+08:00

while i was packin my books,i came across a thick,yellow book. n it caught my attention immediately. i nvr tot it wil b thr. when i open it, da 1st word tat came out fr my mouth was 'wahahaha'. lol.
its nt da Yellow Pages lar =.=
its a book full of jokes by reader's digest.
sick of readin pages full of lines,i flippppped thru it jz to look 4 pics tat to me,is funny.
here r some of them (nt 4 ppl wif heart attack. XD) :-

stil hurt?

2008-12-15T05:04:00.004+08:00

it has been 5 days since it hpn.

da feeling shud b gone by now.

but,

y am i stil feelin da same way da day he told me tat?

thr's jz one ans; i cant 4get him. no matter how hard i try,da effort i've made leads to ntg.

i shud wake up,i noe.

its jz so damn hard. make me so emo. plus,another sad ting occur. tis is lyk addin salt onto my wounded heart.

wheneva im down,i turn to my 'bro' aka best buddy. bt tis time,i keep all da feelings to myself. jz dun feel lyk tellin anybody. n it jz got worst. i noe at times,when im miserable or mood swings,i tend to say tings w/o concernin ppl's feelin. noe its bad,bt its jz who i am. tis bad attitude of mine has make me lose a fren. if U ever read tis, jz wana apologize once more. noe its a fat chance 4 me to rebuild our frenship, a word of thanks fr me 4 bein my fren al tis while. but, i stil hate u. da tings u said reali stab my heart more den i did. i guess its better 4 us nt to contact anymore ba.

enuf of emo-ing.

i had a great day yday. went to education fair wif kin wei aka my 'bro'. da whole set up is nt bad n da booths r nt tat small. i had a great time discussing da business courses available in da varsities n college. now,i've a clearer mind on wats da diff between acc,finance,commerce,management n admin. btw,saw jacky n his mum. =)

[tats da bag i received fr UCTI. inside gt prospectus fr taylors,segi,inti,sunway. its reali heavy ):]

then,sushi king. actuali wana go sushi zanmai bt since i wana show kw my fren's bf.=.=

as i was lining up to pay da bill,saw sumtin funny abt tis aunty in front of me. a rice stickin on her left arm. =.= i wanted to tel her bt y being so 38 leh? mind my own business better. told kw abt it n he laugh lyk hell. nt abt da rice bt me bein so observant. am i?!! =.=

then,walk around. saw jacky agn. at tropicana store if im nt wrong. feel lyk buyin some clothes bt those garments thr jz din suit me. so end up buying a shirt at radioactive. plan to buy a jeans fr padini authentics bt nt enuf money T.T zang zoi tat 10 bucks nia.haiz..its rm140.

as i was on da way to mv,it rain heavily. torrents of rain came pouring down. tis remind me of sumtin. sigh..

enuf walkin around,head to the gardens. go thr jz to find a lounge tat offer a wide range of choc stuff,jz lyk chocolate lounge at pav. bt,i gave up. whr to find in such huge place?! =.= at da same time,it remind me of da time wif him. gosh.

around 6, go bec home. luckily da train is nt pack. if nt,wif da increase of carbon dioxide contents, i barely can survive thr.

reach home,exhausted. mayb bcoz i dun hav enuf slep ba. took 2 hours rest den on9. wat can i do if i dun on9..tis has bcum my daily routine. as im typin these, i rmbr sum1 who used to b my fren.haiz. reali emo lar tis few days.. how gud if one can live a carefree n gay life w/o givin a shit to wats happenin around da worl. bt tat nvr hpn in reality. ahh..im jz dreamin.

A Wall Between Two Gardens

2008-12-11T01:00:00.003+08:00

tel me.
wats sadness?
da opp of hapiness?
i assume sadness is a wall between two gardens. it brings us down n causes commotion at times. da easiest way to symbolise sadness is black color.for me.
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today, i finali found da courage to confess to a guy tat i like.
tis is da 1st time.
im scare tat he'll jz tel me 'i dun like u' straight away.
luckily,ting goes on quite well.

i text him,saying tat i've feelings 4 him.im well-prepared if he dun accept me.
n da sad part is, he's best of alone.nt a kind tat can last n hav a relationship.
i und tis.den i ask y cant he hav a relationship.
he said he tend to break promises,lie,a flower heart person,bad personality,nt a caring n lovin person.
when i read tat msg,im stunt.feelin lyk da two pairs of ribcage are clamping my lungs vry tightly.
im jz speechless.
i kind of expected thr wont b anytin between me n him besides fren bt wat he told me reali unbelievable.
coz he doenst seem lidat to me. lyk my fren said, "u hav more to noe abt him". he's totally rite.
it hurts of coz. im sad of coz. da worst of all, i've to pretend im not. haiz.
for now,i wont drop a single tears. life has to go on. wont let tis ting control my mind. jz stand up on my own n lead a happier life. tink i've found some1 bt it turns out not. =(

Gathering for all 5 Akik students

2008-12-09T05:08:00.013+08:00

A gathering will be held to reunite all da Akik-ians of 2008.

The details are as followed:-

Venue: Island Bistro, pavilion

Date: 22.12.2008

Time: 3pm

Cover Charge: rm20

This is not a normal gathering,like wat we had back in school. This gathering however,means alot to us.Especially those who're goin to NS (1st batch). It is not expensive. RM20 n u get to meet all your old buddies. this is much more worth than a tonne of gold. PLEASE come n enjoy. ^^

For more information,kindly contact wei yi at 017-2493052.

no offence

2008-12-04T00:24:00.003+08:00

if U are readin tis,jz wana say im sorry.
i dun meant to b mean on not replying ur msg n in msn.
its jz tat..
i dun feel lyk..
haiz.
hard to find da rite words to express it out.
jz dun take it to heart lar.
agn,thousand of apologies offered.
hope tat tis wont break ur frenship.

02.12.2008

2008-12-02T22:07:00.003+08:00

urghh....
went mid valley agn today.
u must tink im crazy.
yday mv today mv agn.
lol.
2day's diff.wif chee yong.
i duwan to at 1st bt since i nvr go out wif him b4,i agreed.
3 sumtin.
reach mv.
den go walk around..duno wat to do...he suggest tat v watch movie.great idea.coz if v dont,duno wat else shall v do. agn,i cant make a decision on wat to watch (lack of leadership skill i guess.haha). he said he's ok wif anyting so i choose Madagascar.

4.15pm.
was da showtime.
da movie was damn funny lar.
a nice show to watch.
bt stil,i lyk twilight more.hehe. a super handsome actor lyk Pattinson,who can resist? haha.
til halfway of da movie,i hear sumtin.more lyk a snoring sound.i look to my left n saw c.yong was lyk..sleeping.da ppl look at us.i duno wat to respond d.feel lyk callin him bt nt nice lar.so jz let it b. den he wake up. phew..luckily.

finix watchin,went to sushi king.
all bcoz of waiyen.asking me to c Alex.haiz.
den i saw Eric.wif his frens.1 whole gang.i guess he's nt working 2day.after a gud nite msg yday,i din contact him anymore.
makan makan d,c.yong said he wana buy sumtin.so teman him lu. went to The Gardens. compared to mv,tis place is creepy.quiet.nt lively jiang.haha.
he din buy anyting in da end.so i decided to go home.kinda boring.hehe. he teman me 2 gt a cab.
reach home,straight away on9.
miss my comp ma..haha.

anyway,to chee yong,thx 4 da meal n movie. =)

01.12.2008

2008-12-02T20:52:00.002+08:00

i woke up for lyk thrice tis morning.
i set my alarm at 7 sumtin.
i did wake up.bt went bec to slep.
as i tot 'aiyah..stil gt plenty of time left'.
den 8 sumtin wake up..den 9am.
SHIT!
i quickly gt myself up,in a super blur condition.

after everytin's done,cal my dad 2 fetch me to bt.jalil lrt.
took lrt n ktm to mid valley.
met waiyen at bdr tasik sltn.go mv 2geta.

v reach thr around 12.
den go sushi king lor..wana c her prince.haiz..
v sit in front of him.n sumhow,she managed to c his name tag.Alex.printed thr.
its A Lex actuali. =.=
she gt super excited.as expected.haha.
den she said wana wait til 5pm (his break time).n i was lyk WAT??!! no way!! sit thr 4 5hrs eh.sot meh.i duwan to crazy wif her.so v paid our bill n went off. i wana buy some clothes so v shop around. after browsing nearly all da stores,v finali settled in P&Co.after buying clothes thr,went in 2 Momoe. bought a belt.

den go sushi king agn.haiz.
thr's tis waiter.quite lengzai lar.he tossed us a basket full of diff kind of ice-cream.n i choose an ice-cream waffle.strawberry flavour n red bean.nice! ^^
duno sot jor which sendi,i kind of lyk him. XD

bt b4 tat,i've come up wif tis plan. since waiyen wana gt Alex's fon no. so badly,so i plan to ask da ice-cream waiter(haha!) his fon no. den ni ask Alex's.coz they're frens ma.
da 1st time i ask him,he din hear me clearly.swt.den 2nd time,i speak damn clearly d.bt tis time,da plan change abit.i said waiyen lyk him abit,wana exchange fon no.den sudenli,she say STOP!! n i went speechless.den i say sry to him n he went off.i was lyk damn f lor. wat v plan,is useless.wat Plan A lar Plan B lar.all rubbish. =.= so v jz sit thr.den i sudenli notice tat Alex kind of wana go d.so i quickly urge waiyen to gt da bill paid.when v're at da counter,saw Alex punch his card.den v wait outside s.king.nt rite at da front lar.jz around tat area.thr's tis roundabout.so v walk around 4 lyk duno how many times d.den saw him came out n fast fast kejar him.luckily,tis time he din walk vry fast.den waiyen chased after him fr 3rd to 1st floor.haha. i jz relax..following them fr behind.hehe.when she finali gt wat she wan,v went bec to s.king.XD tis time,its waiyen's turn to help me out(i dun reali help her earlier.hehe). i wana gt da ice-cream waiter's fon no. his name's Eric. so she went in thr.at da counter,she ask da cashier to hav Eric out. da cashier ask Eric to cum over.den da manager oso cum along.tot waiyen wana buat aduan.den wy jz say "nolar.jz wana takeaway a strawberry ice-cream waffle." den da manager ask Eric to take wat she wan,n da manager went off.phew.hou choi man. after tat,wy ask Eric.da other waiters were lookin d.curious.or shud i say 38?haha. den she ask him wats his 1st impression 2wards me.he said 'no wor.' fine.den she ask him to exchange fon no. he din gt tat n say "har?ans da fon?(wy is holdin my hp)" den she said "no! jz exchange no." after much struggle,nervousness n embarrasment,she succeed! XD i reali thx her profusely. den v went bec home. text eric. he's jz 16!!!!! gosh! bt,he not reali my type anyway.jz found him kinda cute.haah.

to WAI YEN,
THANK YOU ALOT!!! MUACKS! xd

uh??

2008-11-30T02:59:00.003+08:00

i cant blif im blogging nw.
wif my condition,its nt sumtin to b expected.
head's dizzy,gettin blur..
thx 2 da drinks.
bt y am i nt crawling 2 my bed?
uh..
i duno.
jz miss my comp.
usuali after drinkin,i dun fall asleep straight away.
watch some tv 1st.
n coincidentally tat idiot box's showing a comedy show n tat made me even more awake.
bt stil,im kind of blur =.=
i wana go out.agn.
im mouldin inside da hse.
let's face it,spm over,n im nt as excited as im suppose to be,can sum1 teach me how to play?
frens,whr r u?
i nid u all badly!!
sadly,they've gt plans..haiz.
my disappointment lvl increase.
waiyen,
monday i definitely goin.
no matter wat.
bt i reali hope u'll go pyramid tho.
din go thr 4 quite some time.
i miss skol life.
i miss my class.5 Akik.
sad tat high skol isn't 4eva. =(

OMG

2008-11-29T03:20:00.000+08:00

recently,many tings hpn n all of them were lyk 'omg,how can tis b happening to me?'
even i hurt ppl's feeling oso i duno.
its nt tat im cruel 2wards him or wat.
jz tat i duno i'l ever hurt him.
haiz.

i've had difficulties in sleeping.
insomnia.
gosh.
tis gt worst after spm.
tink alot d.
find a way to relax bt eventually,those ting came bec.
nt tat i reali wana care abt it,bt it jz hpn naturally.
frens play an important role in my life.
n best frens,even crucial.
they do help me out bt sumtime,it gotta depend on urself.
wat i wana do now,i duno..
i tink tis ques wil remain unanswered...

a hapi day

2008-11-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

yday was a disaster bt 2day's a HAPPY one??

lolx.

u mz tink tis gal's mood change rapidly.

haha.

to b honest,da moment i wake up,im stil in a down mood.

jz so u noe.

den take a nice shower,dress up nicely n head 2 skol.

go thr jz 2 take da damn skol mag.haiz.

bt,every1 praise my artwork!!

hohohohohoho.

so damn hapi lar.

at last wat i did do pay off.

tho its jz 'gud job,weiyi' , 'nice eh,weiyi' , 'thx o,weiyi' , im thrilled!! reali!

to all my frens, a big THANK YOU. ^^

after tat,went to mid valley wif waiyen,li min&sis and esther.

to celebrate esther's bday.tho it has passed long time ago.haha.

blame tat spm.

10.00am
v reach thr.

nearly all da shops oso havent open yet.haha.

so v go gsc.took us long enuf 2 decide wat show to watch.gosh.

finali,v choosed Twilight.

n guess wat,da show is equally nice as its books.

da main actor, Edward, was damn hot!! omg!! haha.

u guys SHOULD watch tat.

u'll nvr regret.

i guarantee 200%. XD

den go makan at Zen.

sun bian celebrate esther's bday.hehe.

v choose a choc cake.

no pic as v din take a pic of it.hehe.

its a small cake tho bt even 5 of us cant finix it up.

1 slice oso wana kill us d.

so zai man..

nxt,v go sushi king.

i din eat anyting as im reali full up to throat d.

1 more sushi n i'll throw up.

waiyen,esther n i go sushi while limin n her sis go makan at fud court.
waiyen n esther eat salmon sushi..

salmon..da ting i hated most.ewwww....

thr's tis guy who's makin sushi.a lengzai.n waiyen was so crazy abt him.

so,i suggest tat she take pic wif him lar.

she resist.

thr're so many gud chances bt she jz missed all of it.

til he habis kerja d,went off d,only wana take pic wif him. =.=

too bad,she cant make it.

so,tml go mv agn.lol.

after limin n her sis went bec,v stay bec 4 another two hrs.

1st v jz walk around as v've bought wat v want.

den v saw a local celebrity!! oh god!! den v chase after him.lyk maniac.

especially waiyen whose wearin heels.

da sound...lol.

da celebrity jz walk so damn fast tat at last v cant catch up.

i tink he noe tat he've been followed.haha.

so nvm lu..

da story goes on.

v jz walk around..

den i saw tis lengzai,who's a promoter at Elizabeth Arden.

he's walking away to sumwhr else so v follow him.XD

den he went to washroom.

v stop by a shop,pretendin 2 luk at da stuff thr.

he went 2 da loo quite long man.

when he finali come out,v follow him agn.hehe.

tis time,he stop n sit.

i wana approach him de bt im nt dare.

den waiyen kip encouraging me.

bcoz of tat,i ni dare walk up 2 him.

waiyen said 'excuse me' n i continue on.

i ask, 'can v take a pic wif u?'

n he ask, 'y?'

den i said its bcoz he's familiar to me.

at last,he agree to take pic.i feel hapi!! ^^

mission accomplish ma.

bt unfortunately,esther,who's holdin my cam fon,din able to snap da pic. T.T

so nvm lor..

after takin pic,he intro himself.

he ask me wats my age n name.

den v shake hands. ^^

1st time doin tis kind of ting.

abit awakward at 1st bt,its fun as well.hehe.

actuali,i've met him earlier.

when v 1st reached mid valley.

jz i cant rmbr ni.

he mention it up den i said, 'Oh'.how silly.haha.

it d passed for lyk 7 hours n he stil can rmbr me.

nt bad.hehe.

den sit ktm go bec home.

i'll NVR EVER TAKE KTM d!!!!! so fucking frustrated.

those ppl reali uncivilised lor.

da ppl inside da train are comin out ma n da ppl who wana go in jz push n push n push.wtf.

at last,v missed da 1st train.

da 2nd come n v somehow manage to go inside.

i nearly tripped man.

thx to da stupid INDIAN WOMEN.

fr now on,i've gt prejudice towards indian d.

so damn fuck lar.

they nvr tink of other ppl de lor.

jz wana rush 2 go inside da train ni.

idiot ppl.

da ting tat made me even hate them was,dahlah buat salah.stil wana laugh. =.=

reali zha dao n angry.

reach bdr tasik selatan n i went bec home.

grandparents fetch me at bk.jalil lrt.

cum home ni take out wateva i buy n receive 2day.

c oso hapi.

hehe.

view my friendster to c da pics.

a disaster day

2008-11-28T20:42:00.000+08:00

it all started wif a conversation wif J.
if i havent been talkin 2 him,i wouldn't noe tat da guy i lyk is lying me.
bt,he seems so gud to me.i blif wif al my heart tat he wont do so.
when i noe tat he d gt gf,my jaw dropped.
i've difficulty in breathing.
feel lyk crying.
speechless.
heartbroken.
i cant tink of wat to say anymore.
my mind gone blank.
i stil cant blif he lied me!!
arghh!!!!!!

J has been my fren 4 awhile.i blif him.sumore J is his close fren.
'dont judge a book by its cover'. tis saying is so damn true.
anyway,its jz tat im da one who has gt feeling 4 him.
he nvr say so he do oso.
so ner,nvm ba.jz let it be.dun care d.
msg him,no reply.
i oso fed up d.
well,im jz a fren whom he noe nt long ago.he has da right 2 do so.
i wont blame him.
fr nw on,if thr's ntg important,i wont find him anymore.
if nt,he tink i kacau him.

27/11 suppose to b a hapi day coz finali finix tat idiot spm.
bt,tis kind of ting came up.
spoilt everytin.
i wana ask him 4 an explanation bt i dun dare.
even if i do,he wont reply me oso.
so nvm lar.
dun care much ler.

M n L

2008-11-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

M for malas
L for lazy

take tat as who i am.
as time pass by,da lazyness in me grew fr a baby egg to a slut.
haiz...
bt luckily my will power is strong enuf.
thr's sum part in me tat urge me to study.
n i actuali do tat..
spm is jz another 10days n im feeling ntg..
weird..
haiz..
dun care lar as long as i gt study den ok d.
haiz...

a space between black n white

2008-10-30T16:39:00.000+08:00

at times, i wonder how can i lead a peaceful life...

a kingdom whr no ones suffer..
a kingdom w/o pollution..
a kingdom whr every1's friendly..
a kingdom whr no one dies...

tat wont ever hpn in real life.
its jz an imagination..fantasy..

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a space between black n white..

tats whr i live.
tats whr i belong.
tats whr i bcum who i am 2day.
tats whr i accomplish my missions,my goals..
tats whr i pour my luv to every1 i cherish. N..
tats whr i made mistakes.

-recently, duno y, i found myself doin quite alot of mistakes.
as a gal tat d hav sum1 in heart,i cant lyk another guy. previously when im wif him,i wont hav a crush on others.i vry loyal de.after breaking up,i stil lyk him tat much. bt when gt bec 2geta,everytin's reversed. at 1st da feeling 4 him is stil da same as b4; i luv him wif all my heart. bt as time goes on, da luv's fadin away. its totally diff fr b4. i dun blame his for tis. its my own fault. he gotta giv full attention in studies n i fully und tat. bt no matter how busy a person is,if he gt da will,he'll send u a msg a day.even though its a short wan. nearly everytime im da 1 who reply alot n wat he gave me as ans kinda disappoint me. i feel bored wif tis kind of situation. u may say im a immature gal.n i tel u i admit to tat statement. n wif tat, i started to lyk a guy. when he 1st show up,i dun giv a damn abt it. bt after wat my best buddy has told me abt him, i started to notice him. it jz hpn so fast. day by day, da feeling for him grew fr as small as an ant to as large as an elephant. (duno y i choose elephant.hehe) i noe 4 sure tat i wont hav a chance 2 b wif him.chances are thr bt its jz me who's afraid to giv it a shot. i dun go after guys. say me ego ba..haha. so,i jz let it be. can see him fr far i oso satisfy jor. a person canot be greedy de =) for now, im jz gona put my heart to studies. after tat f spm ni man man tink abt gettin a bf..a gud wan. lol.

its 5.15pm.wana take bath coz goin mv later to buy da damn shoes 4 graduation. my blog wont stop here. thr'll b more......

no idea wat to put as title...-.-

2008-10-30T11:35:00.000+08:00

aiya..
was da 1st word i uttered when i was thinkin wat to write.
haiz..so boring lar..din go skol 2day coz wake up late.jz bro goin..
actuali i can make it de jz..1 word LAZY. hehe..ditch skol for 4x d.
feel kinda bad sometimes bt skol's so boring..nt to say tat im a lone ranger. jz da environment sux.den da teachers tengok pun muka sudah muak plus, gt extra class sumore.skol ends at 1.45.
so my choice to stay at home is da best. even my dearest mummy oso din say anyting so mai ponteng lu..

tml's graduation day.
gosh..havent iron my shirt yet.
dun say iron sin shoes oso havent buy. -.-
hopefully mac can accompany me go mv buy ler....sob. lidat gotta pray hard d. XD

yday was da best day ever..
coz..
i finali can on9 d! congrats me!! XD (tis weiyi sot jor)
yeama..3months w/0 comp u noe..
feel lyk dying. bt luckily my dearest companion of life - my w810i doesnt pokai yet. if not i reali wil fat mou. now sudenli tink can a person bcum fat mou?? haha..definitely not lar..sometimes i reali nonsense. hav stupid thoughts. not ni tat i too lyk to imagine tings~~ lotsa tings~~ ngehehehehheheh... ppl wif wide imagination ni gud ar..tink outside da box..
bt hor tink too much oso nt gud eh.. so how to bcum a usefull yet clever human being neh?
hmm...................

tis few days thr're somebody who reali make me hapi. duwan mention who sin. hehe..
1st, my best buddy.
2nd, my buddy.

Its time to reveal who's behind the sceen...

MY BEST BUDDY: kin wei!!! ^^

-he's reali a gud fren..owiz thr when i wanted to find sum1 to talk to. i've know him since f3. tuit 2geta. tho v chat alot in sms bt in reality, its reversed. funny huh? my luv problems,all oso he noe de. giv him dig all liao.zha oso boh jor. XD he's lyk my bro. sum1 i can count on. i wonder wil my life stil be in tis way if he's gone? no, i guess..hmm...

MY BUDDY: park leng!! ^^

-he's another gud fren of mine...my frens all oso gud wan..if not y wud i be fren wif them? not logic rite? XD fr da way we chat,we're lyk couple. cant show here. P&C. hehe..reali fun ar play tis kind of ting. at least i stil can feel da feeling of being owned by a guy. tho i've a bf now, i cant reali feel da luv he's giving me tis time. reali sorry to say tat.. a whole long story if i wana explain wat reali hpn.

-28/10: went to secret recipe wif him. tats da very 1st time we actuali chat wif each other. it has been lyk 7 yrs since i 1st know him. such a long frenship bt in between, we lost contact. bt thx to jacky, we've found bec each other. i say til lyk i finally met wif my long lost bro jiang. haha.. its nice to hav him around.reali. =)

i stil gt lotsa ting to write de. bt im in a blur mode rite now. yday sleep at 3sumtin tis morning 7 d wake up. jz now do maths revision oso abit blur liao. wana slep awhile sin...zzzzzzz

merdeka cum independence day

2008-09-01T16:29:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA! x7
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tats wat our Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted after v achieve our vry 1st independence...

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date:31.08.2008

early in da morning, my bro wake me up.
bt..
i sleep bec.hehe.biasalah..
piggie XD
i gotta wake up early coz my aunts r coming 4 breakfast.
i couldnt wake up on my own coz yday nite i slep vry late.
cant reali recall wat i did til tidur lambat. haha.

9.xx am
my mum wake me up.
after much failure, my bro finali ask my mum 4 help.
he's a total loser lar when dealin wif me. XD
since is mummy,den i wake up lu..
if not ltr kena whack.lolz....
den i brush teeth n bath n gt ready.aunts arrived when i was combing my hair -.-
so i hurried up.den v decided to eat dimsum.
gud oso lar coz kinda long time ler i din eat.hehe.

venue: sri petaling's kam lun tai
-take our seat. den da adults take order lu..my cousins n i sit togeta n guess wat..all of us r texting.lol! except my bro lar..duno wat he's doin. den all da dim dim sum sum came. so v eat lor. my uncle so geng. he ordered 5 siu mai (da same wan!). we're lyk omfg...so v terpaksa eat lor. bt stil...thr's sum leftover. after eat pao pao n talk gao gao, we went bec to my hse. den as usual, da adults do their talking lar. we,da children XD go mind our own business. as 4 me leh...on9 lor..hehe. den around 4 sometin daddy say wana go eat pan mee at serdang wor. so two of my aunts (da other 2 left earlier) folo lu...

venue: serdang's mian dui mian pan mee
-da pan mee oso quite nice lar...tho i dun reali lyk to eat pan mee..vry zai. da ingredients, as being told by my dad, r imported fr sarawak. kinda cool lar..den sudenli..we saw a whole crowd of sarawak-ians ppl comin in da shop. no pics lar coz 4get to take pic. haha! they dun reali luk alien to me. coz they're lyk malays oso. so ntg much to talk abt. after eat, my aunts left n v head home...

-im freakin tired now. energy level low...system down jor. so mummy say go hav a nap den later oni go out eat. den ok lor. i slep. every1 in da Yap's family slep except my bro. duno wat he's up to lar. he's owiz da weird wan. around 8 lidat, i wake up. i've been sleping for 2hrs plus. den mummy wake up..den daddy.haha. watch sum tv den dad ask us wana eat wat. v al jz geleng. mum say wana order fast food bt den i say "hah...wana order meh.." den i giv da lame luk. den she say "if not wat u wana eat? u all decide lar." stil. v duno wat v wana eat. so v jz cont watch tv. Alam's Story n Supernatural. after tat, dad say wana go Station 1's cafe. tat time d 11 sumtin. so v say ok lu...when reach cheras's Station 1's cafe...i gasped. fully crowded! den wat to do? go nearby de cafe lu...end up at Kaki Corner. funny name. even da logo is da footprint of a human. tat cafe looks ok lar...quite high tech. XD den order n eat. i've been eatin alot 2day. duno how many grams of fats hav i gained. reali gona diet jor. detoxification. haha... after tat, v go home...watch sum tv (agn -.-) n go to slep....everybody slep early except me. tis time im da weirdo.haha. im doin bio revision lar..see. im so hardworking. XD

Dunkin' Donuts

2008-09-01T16:26:00.000+08:00

is...

CELEBRATING ITS' 21ST ANNIVERSARY!!

Dunkin' Donuts turns 21 tis year! n so...
they're givin out free gifts!! (biasalah) XD.
so, swing by now n choose ur favs! ^^

Saturday, August 30, 2008

L.O.V.E

2008-09-01T16:13:00.000+08:00

Love~

-can bring us joy, or make us collapse on our feet-
-is da greatest gift v ever have..-
-love,love n love...-

ADAM AND EVE

When the first dark had fallen around them
And the leaves were weary of praise,
In the clear silence Beauty found them
And shewed them all her ways.

In the high noon of the heavenly garden,
Where the angels sunned with the birds,
Beauty, before their hearts could harden,
Had taught them heavenly words.

When they fled in the burning weather,
And nothing dawned but a dream,
Beauty fasted their hands together
And cooled them at her stream.

And when day wearied and night grew stronger,
And they slept as the beautiful must,
Then she bided a little longer,
And blossomed from their dust.

:+:MY LOVE TOWARDS COFFEE:+:

:+:LOVE PICS:+:

Green Light for...

2008-09-01T16:07:00.000+08:00

AVRIL!!!! XD

actuali...i d knew tat her concert's on anyway.

jz tat im late to blog abt it.haha.

Friday, August 29, 2008

What to juice n Why?

2008-09-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

juice...
normali we heard ppl mention abt fruit juice bt few noe da existance n benefits of VEGETABLE JUICE.
well,2day im gona blog abt vege juice which erm..gud 4 ur health lar >.<

--Here is a short list of vege juices wif da maladies they're gud for:--

Asparagus --> kidneys, blood purifier, bowel health, soothes nervous system. (Note: urine'll turn dark n hav a diff odour. itupun when u drink alot lar. anyway,its normal n harmless =)
Beet greens --> gall bladder, liver, osteoporosis
Beets --> blood n liver cleanser, menstrual problems, flushes kidney n bladder, GOOD for low blood pressure. (Note: NEVER drink it straight!!)
Cabbage --> ulcers n it curbs alcohol cravings. (Note: dun store cabbage juice bcoz tis Vitamin U content can b quickyly lost)
Carrots --> eyes, liver problems, high cholesterol, protects skin fr UV rays, arthritis, osteoporosis n low blood pressure.
Cauliflower --> breast cancer
Comfrey --> intestines, hypertension, osteoporosis
Cucumber --> diabetes, tendonitis, skin n muscle tone, complexion problem, poor nail growh (aww...XD)
Garlic --> allergies, hypertension, cardiovascular disease, high fats, diabetes, immune booster, anticarcinogen, antibacterial, antifungal, rids body of toxins through skin, low blood pressure. Looks lyk garlic juice rules.haha
Ginger root --> circulation, motion sickness, nausea, clears mucous in throat
greens (Collard, Mustard, Turnip, Kale, Parsley, Spinach) --> cardiovascular disease, skin, digestive problems, obesity, breath.
Lettuce --> prevent lung cancer, hair n nail strength, skin problems
Onion --> normalizes nervous system for sympathetic dominance, stimulates beneficial bacteria, breaks up mucous, low blood pressure. (Note: if u juice onions, put them in the juicer FIRST then other vege so the odour wont stay on the juicer parts)
Parsley --> kidneys, arthritis, osteoporosis (has lotsa natural calcium), one of the most nutritious foods in world, increase oxygenation of blood, bad breath, vision problems, thyroid disease, obesity
Potatoes --> intestines, ulcer
Radish --> liver, high cholesterol, obesity, clears excess mucous, soothes sore throats
Spinach --> anemia, regenarates damaged intestinal tracts, constipation, circulation prob, cleans liver n glands
Sprouts --> baldness, morning sickness
Sweet potatoes --> any kind of skin problems
Tomatoes --> use them alone or leave them alone, but adding celery n cucumber to it works fine
Wheat grass --> anemia, liver, intestines, breath, EXCELLENT antioxidant, Parkinson's disease

So! which veges r u most drawn to eatin? now i hope u noe y. Happy juicing!! XD

juices~~ ^^

Saturday, August 23, 2008

When You're Gone

2008-09-01T15:51:00.000+08:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear
To always get me through the day and make it okay
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you I love the things that you do

When you walk away

I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear

To always get me through the day and make it okay

I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah yeahhh
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone the face
I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
and make it okay
I miss you

Friday, August 22, 2008

a name tat reflects many personalities

2008-09-01T15:50:00.000+08:00

What Wei Yi Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Avril Lavigne's concert...

2008-09-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

...has been CANCELLED!!! arghh!!!!!!
i noe tis kind of ting wil hpn. i knew it! darn!
MALAYSIA GOVERNMENT SUCKS to the MAX!!!
they've crossed da bar!!nobody bans my avril!! she rocxxx dude!
it wud b da best concert ever in history n yet they banned it. they claimed tat she's being too sexy. wtf..
if she is,wat abt mariah n PCD?? aren't they sexier?? hav a thought abt it, JERK!!
they claimed tat avril's theme is not suitable for us.especially durin tis merdeka month. wth.. plus,no shouting n jumping n dun show too much skin (means all covered up) during concert.
hey dude, its a CONCERT!! wan me to define wats a concert??!! such a idiotic n unreasonable reason!
even da pigs (malays) oso jump n yelled til their voicebox burst wat. so wats ur prob??!!!
i fell utterly ashamed of being a malaysian..famous 4 banning artists' concerts!! disappointing da fans!! selfish thoughts of theirs!!
i HATE u PAS!! ABHOR!! n to the MINISTRY OF ARTS,CULTURE AND HERITAGE, I extremely HATE U!!! for being such an idiot to agree abt it. m'sian government reali lyk to mess tings up. bt dun ever ATTEMPT TO MESS WIF AVRIL'S FANS OR ELSE U'LL REGRET IT 4 UR ENTIRE LIFE!
to all avril's fans,dun let them rule!!!
v shud make a move!! say TAK NAK to them. nobody's gonna stop our queen fr touring here. no one!! arghh....!!!

--hav time, look at tis : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dtJKiWMFFmE

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

to someone special~~

2008-09-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

To: Mr.Jeremy Chua

you're such a jerk
you're such a total dick to me xp
hmph!!

Monday, August 18, 2008

Ti-Ratana Seminar

2008-09-01T15:37:00.000+08:00

Ti-Ratana Seminar.
at KBU College.
on 17-8-08.

tis is da 1st time im attendin tis seminar.
as far as i noe, they(da ti-ratana admin) only do tis seminar for pmr n spm students.
i din go when im f3 n so,lyk i said,im a freshman thr.
da teachers told us to reach skol by 7am sharp as da seminar starts at 8.
well,it din make a diff to me coz its lyk skol time.
as usual,i set my alarm n crawl in2 my cosy bed...
'drup..drup..'
da alarm made sound. such a weird noise rite. its suppose to go Ringgggg!! bt..im usin hp geh alarm ma...so its special. lol.
wif reckless fingers,i press da Turn Off button. den i fall bec to slep. bt i owiz manage to get up 10mins ltr. haha. incredible leh.. XD
den i do my morning routine.. i intented to make macaroni wif pasta sauce geh bt den its kinda late.
6.20am.
sigh....den i went upstairs n waked my dad up. i owiz do tis. he'll nvr wake up on his own tho da alarm went blast. such a heavy sleeper lar. luckily mum work at da same place so she can giv him a morning call. if not...
cant imagine da consequences. bt not much to worry tho. since he runs his own business.

at da seminar:
1. take out seat
2. hear some announcement. i hate da host. he treat us lyk children. told us tings tat v ald noe VRY WELL. i shud not say hate. DETEST or ABHOR wil b much better.
3. seminar begins.

activities:
1. Study Smart Workshop. BORING. taught by Master Trainer Mr.Christopher. master trainer n skilled teacher konon. go to hell wif tat. blueks!
2. arrival of da VIPs.
3. speech....as usual lar.
4. blessings conducted by da religious leader. tis is one special event to b conducted at a seminar.nvr b4 those seminar i attented gt such ting. tats made tis seminar special =)
5. math seminar. rating: 7/10
6. educational talk by KBU's mr.annoymous (sowie..i duno wats ur post n name). tis talk is nearly a cm close to RUBBISH. reali. for those who went 4 da seminar,they'll noe.
7. lunch break. ahh...at last.somethin tat i can blog abt. XD da fud provided is not bad. wat i had was rice,chicken,cabbage n another dish tat i duno. when it comes to name of fud,im a total loser. 8. sejarah seminar. rating: 7/10
9. eng seminar. rating: 5/10. da info given is kinda useful bt i hate da indian tutor(lady). not tat im bein racist here bt she vry lc lar. 1 ting she said was - 'if any of u here duno wat im explaining here,den thr's no hope for u.' as if she's brillant at eng language. sarcastic lady.if i can,i wud reali take an egg n throw at her.
10. bm seminar. rating:9/10
11. closing ceremony...at last!!! wakakakak.

special event:
-da multi-purpose hall of KBU is wat shud i say; pack of ppl.in yellow tee. sounds lyk banana. lol. seated behind me n my fren (left n right) were 3 guys. lets made tis easier. vern hui,me,li min,...den a guy behind vern hui poked me n said 'sorry if my fren disturb u jz now.' n i replied, 'its okie' wif a smile. being polite ma. XD den we intro each other n shake hand..kinda talk alot lar. den my frens was lyk 'woohoo~~weiyi......' -.- makin fun of me lar. blushing tat time. bt nvm. im used to it d. haha...-

c2pid bro

2008-09-01T15:28:00.000+08:00

haiz.
.another day,another outing...
*yawn*
tired ler..yday nite din slep well oso.around 2am ni can slep.
whom or wat shall i blame?
hmm...i do not know.
wheneva i close my eyes..his image appeared.spontaneously.den..those sweet moment when v're 2geta..are being played lyk a film.how i wish i cud turn bec time.bt..i cant make up wats my mistakes.God,if i can meet u once n for all..can u tel me y?

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07-06-08 1.14am

Jeremy txt me.
"Panda,u slep liao?XD"
"nt yet.bt my head abit wan toh toh"
"lol..y wan toh2? too long no rest ur brain?"
"i guess so.haha.keep on yawning d.stil on9 ar?havin sleepless nite agn?"
"sot meh? my head abit dizzy oso ler"
"how i noe u o..tot ur pro ma.den slep early ba ltr doze off in da cinema"
"haha..see me bcum pig in kung fu panda movie.XD special edition of kung fu panda..for 1day ni"
"lol.den i shud go watch oso.its an 'honour 4 me.hehe"
"lol..not honour ar.its a shameful ting >.< "
"haha..yupz"
"haha..paktoh leh? XD later u join kung fu panda for his movie den not so gud lo. XD"
"haha.noler..havin prob wif bf now.jz a simple outing wif fren.at least tis time v noe wat to do.if not den end up lyk thurs's case.go thr w/o any motive."
"lol..u two reali geng.so gud..ltr i cham..oni me single..they all couple go T.T so paiseh ar!"
"da 'u two' ur refering to? haha.den u shud ask me b ur partner 4 tml XD.eh,tot u gt 1 gf wan?"
"lol..no gf lu..coz tat time break jor..now single life..im referring to u n ur bf la..ok lar.u better go slep.ltr paktoh yawn den cham..gd9..sweet dreams.."
"weiyi here.fon no credit.sumore jz now keep blaming da maxis y i cant send msg >.<"

tats da conversation.
sei Jeremy din reply my msg..sumore in his blog,say im da Queen of Panda's=.="

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ts ts...
go thr wif Jasen.bt awhile ni.den he take me out 4 dinner...
after tat,
go sri petaling's Old Town..my fav place.hehe..

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venue: Old Town
time:unknown
activity:
1. being served by a full-of-manners malay girl.
2. order a strawberi n blueberi puree toast for my bastard n fucking bro.
3. sit thr n wait.
4. take da food.
5. pay 4 da bill.
6. left da shop.

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venue:home

-hand over da food to my bro-

when he opened it he said, 'woi..wat is this? i ask u to buy me cup cakes leh. wat is this??!'
tat time..my anger reali rising up d."u say u wana have puree toast so i buy 4 u lar.."
"c2pid sis.i said cup cakes."
"well,over da fon when i mention im goin Old Town Kopitiam to tapao toast for u,u say okie.now wat?"
"shit u.say earlier ma.."
"wat the..i say vry clearly liao okie"
"Kopitiam whr gt same as Old Town wan.."
"ur head ni not same.buy d jz eat lar..wana complain so much."
furiously,he took a fork n eat da strawberi toast.such a c2pid bro lar.
im tryin to b nice n wat i gt as 'reward'?
.......

gracefully n passionately written by Jeremy =)

2008-09-01T15:26:00.000+08:00

Friday, June 6, 2008

i did not sleep since yesterday,i was chatting n play games wif wei yi till forgot time,around 7.30am my friend called me,ask me whether i wanna go for dimsum,i was "omg,i did not sleep at all,still need to drive so far",he ask me go for dimsum at kuchai lama by 8.30,i rushed into the bathroom to take my bath,was rushing coz time wasn't much,i went to kuchai lama until 2pm,whn i was on the way to kuchai lama,my friend(tuck kan) text me and said that "Fetch me too",i text him back "ok,coming now",when i came home,i on9,thn everyone ask me "go to sleep"thn i sms-ing wif siau voon,she ask me "go for a nap,later sick i laugh"thn i was thinking,y today everyone changed d?is it me d environment or they really did changed to good.

record-breaking

2008-09-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

wow..
for my whole life,
from da day i was born til now,
from a baby gal who grow up to b a mature gal,
from an innocent lil gal who bcum..erm partially corrupted >.<
STAY UP DA WHOLE NITE; 24 HOURS AWAKE!
n how's cool is tat?lols..
mayb some 'll say
"cheh..1day din slep ni ma..wat to b proud of.."
or
"waa..if its me,im half dead already.how can u endure da tiredness?"
or
some cool dudes whos nite ghost wil say "haha..gal,u jz pass ur test.ur one of us now.bt ur jz rookie.v can hav sleeples nites for 3 days ^^"

regardless wat it is..
tak kira apa yang diorang kata..
bu guan ta men shuo shen me...
still.
i break my old record.haha..
owh yea.wat i had been doing til i sanggup,rela avoid my sweet slep is......
jeng jeng jeng jeng~~
on9 n blogging!!lols..

mid valley

2008-09-01T15:07:00.000+08:00

"tml 1pm at bukit jalil lrt"tats wat i said.
to my long-time-no-c fren, Jacky ^^

its thursday am.
i heard voices.i opened my eyes n tilt my head n thr she is..
my lovely mum standin b4 me mumbling..
cant made up wats she talkin,i jz nodded n cont my sweet slep..

woke up agn.
time: 10.45
"ahh..stil early..gt plenty of time 4 me 2 gt ready wan lar"tats wat i tink.
n guess wat.i slep bec ><

time:12.02
SHIT!
was da 1st word fr my mouth.i sudenli recalled tat i gt an outing wif Jacky.
sei lor..die lor..
wif a super quick swift,i headed to my bathroom n start doin my business.
within 30mins,im done.
another prob occured.
i duno wat to wear!!argh...
i quickly open my wardrobe n start searching my clothes lyk a maniac.
found 2 sleeveless tee.
:+: basicwear by nicole :+:
+: topshop :+:
den tink agn.
wana go watch movie wor..tat wouldnt b great. (i 4got tat i gt jacket ><)
so i put them bec nicely n grab 1 long sleeve shirt n jz put it on.
b4 tat
.of coz apply deodorant 1st lar..haha
after everytin's done,i txt Jacky.
"meet ya thr at 2.30"
"thr is whr?"
"bj lrt"
"erm ok lar"
"sorry"
after make-up,called da cab.
while waitin,i eat my brunch.i owiz to dat.
den da taxi arrived n hola..bj lrt im comin!!lols

2.46pm
i arrived thr.
16 mins late. ><
called jacky.he's at mamak.came down,took a cab n head straightly to mid valley.

1st glance.
hmm din change much lar..taller jor..put on weight a lil bit jor..it has been wat.2 yrs din c him.ask him out owiz ffk.luckily tis time he didnt..lucky me.
chat awhile n oops.raining...duno when,i started to hate rain.benci.hen.zhang.

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reached centrepoint.
went in n den he said,"wei,whr r v goin ar?"
"i duno."
"har duno ar..den jz walk lar"
"okie"
sounds boring rite.tis da 1st time goin out w/o knowing whr to go,wat to do. ><
walk walk walk....
high-er brands..saw watsons.went in thr n buy sum stuff..
walk walk walk walk...talk talk talk talk....go up to hav a drink at LaManila.it sucks =.=
regret goin thr.zou zi go chilis.haiz..v talked alot of tings while sipping my cappucino n his iced lemon tea.mostly oso abt him.
thr's one touching real-bt-not-many-gona-belif story.cant tel here.secret.hehe...
in da end,i reali hope he's my bf.so damn romantic lar wei....haiz
no wonder he's bein crowned as Romantic Guy in his skol. *applause* wee~~

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-arcade-
saw one of his fren.one of da so called 'mid valley gang'.haha
one surpring ting was he jz form3 n his height..waa...
his dad giv him eat steroids i tink. ><

4 sometin.
go buy gundam figura for bro..
my bro-->gundam maniac-->notorious boy-->owiz gt on my nerve (since im da big sis,i sabar..kata org,kesabaran tu separuh drpd iman ^^)-->mum's pet -->kinda bossy
tats all lar.
den went to sasa..saw a gal tat luk familiar.dun giv a damn to it.
her mum...huiyo...LV bag,clothes duno lar,kinda pretty (well women of her age..suan ok lar)..tot her english sure superb bt...it turns out da other way round ><
indah khabar drpd rupa. XD
meet up steroid guy n went bec wif him.

5.32
finali reach sri petaling...
wow.wat a day..
saw my sej teacher n i was lyk 'thank God im not late'.
den jacky's fren were downstairs duno doin wat.lepak-ing i supose.
he go catch up wif them i went on 4 my tuit class..after tat,reach home.
as usual..go wash up..on9..reply sms..eat...n da best part is: i stay up til erm da time now is 6am so..... i guess i wont b sleeping today.
break record.haha.
den tml morning..weiyi panda appear....lol
okie enuf of talkin.go play games wif jeremy 1st.hehe.
adious =)