a space between black n white

at times, i wonder how can i lead a peaceful life...

a kingdom whr no ones suffer..
a kingdom w/o pollution..
a kingdom whr every1's friendly..
a kingdom whr no one dies...

tat wont ever hpn in real life.
its jz an imagination..fantasy..

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a space between black n white..

tats whr i live.
tats whr i belong.
tats whr i bcum who i am 2day.
tats whr i accomplish my missions,my goals..
tats whr i pour my luv to every1 i cherish. N..
tats whr i made mistakes.

-recently, duno y, i found myself doin quite alot of mistakes.
as a gal tat d hav sum1 in heart,i cant lyk another guy. previously when im wif him,i wont hav a crush on others.i vry loyal de.after breaking up,i stil lyk him tat much. bt when gt bec 2geta,everytin's reversed. at 1st da feeling 4 him is stil da same as b4; i luv him wif all my heart. bt as time goes on, da luv's fadin away. its totally diff fr b4. i dun blame his for tis. its my own fault. he gotta giv full attention in studies n i fully und tat. bt no matter how busy a person is,if he gt da will,he'll send u a msg a day.even though its a short wan. nearly everytime im da 1 who reply alot n wat he gave me as ans kinda disappoint me. i feel bored wif tis kind of situation. u may say im a immature gal.n i tel u i admit to tat statement. n wif tat, i started to lyk a guy. when he 1st show up,i dun giv a damn abt it. bt after wat my best buddy has told me abt him, i started to notice him. it jz hpn so fast. day by day, da feeling for him grew fr as small as an ant to as large as an elephant. (duno y i choose elephant.hehe) i noe 4 sure tat i wont hav a chance 2 b wif him.chances are thr bt its jz me who's afraid to giv it a shot. i dun go after guys. say me ego ba..haha. so,i jz let it be. can see him fr far i oso satisfy jor. a person canot be greedy de =) for now, im jz gona put my heart to studies. after tat f spm ni man man tink abt gettin a bf..a gud wan. lol.

its 5.15pm.wana take bath coz goin mv later to buy da damn shoes 4 graduation. my blog wont stop here. thr'll b more......

no idea wat to put as title...-.-

aiya..
was da 1st word i uttered when i was thinkin wat to write.
haiz..so boring lar..din go skol 2day coz wake up late.jz bro goin..
actuali i can make it de jz..1 word LAZY. hehe..ditch skol for 4x d.
feel kinda bad sometimes bt skol's so boring..nt to say tat im a lone ranger. jz da environment sux.den da teachers tengok pun muka sudah muak plus, gt extra class sumore.skol ends at 1.45.
so my choice to stay at home is da best. even my dearest mummy oso din say anyting so mai ponteng lu..

tml's graduation day.
gosh..havent iron my shirt yet.
dun say iron sin shoes oso havent buy. -.-
hopefully mac can accompany me go mv buy ler....sob. lidat gotta pray hard d. XD

yday was da best day ever..
coz..
i finali can on9 d! congrats me!! XD (tis weiyi sot jor)
yeama..3months w/0 comp u noe..
feel lyk dying. bt luckily my dearest companion of life - my w810i doesnt pokai yet. if not i reali wil fat mou. now sudenli tink can a person bcum fat mou?? haha..definitely not lar..sometimes i reali nonsense. hav stupid thoughts. not ni tat i too lyk to imagine tings~~ lotsa tings~~ ngehehehehheheh... ppl wif wide imagination ni gud ar..tink outside da box..
bt hor tink too much oso nt gud eh.. so how to bcum a usefull yet clever human being neh?
hmm...................

tis few days thr're somebody who reali make me hapi. duwan mention who sin. hehe..
1st, my best buddy.
2nd, my buddy.

Its time to reveal who's behind the sceen...

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MY BEST BUDDY: kin wei!!! ^^

-he's reali a gud fren..owiz thr when i wanted to find sum1 to talk to. i've know him since f3. tuit 2geta. tho v chat alot in sms bt in reality, its reversed. funny huh? my luv problems,all oso he noe de. giv him dig all liao.zha oso boh jor. XD he's lyk my bro. sum1 i can count on. i wonder wil my life stil be in tis way if he's gone? no, i guess..hmm...

MY BUDDY: park leng!! ^^

-he's another gud fren of mine...my frens all oso gud wan..if not y wud i be fren wif them? not logic rite? XD fr da way we chat,we're lyk couple. cant show here. P&C. hehe..reali fun ar play tis kind of ting. at least i stil can feel da feeling of being owned by a guy. tho i've a bf now, i cant reali feel da luv he's giving me tis time. reali sorry to say tat.. a whole long story if i wana explain wat reali hpn.

-28/10: went to secret recipe wif him. tats da very 1st time we actuali chat wif each other. it has been lyk 7 yrs since i 1st know him. such a long frenship bt in between, we lost contact. bt thx to jacky, we've found bec each other. i say til lyk i finally met wif my long lost bro jiang. haha.. its nice to hav him around.reali. =)

i stil gt lotsa ting to write de. bt im in a blur mode rite now. yday sleep at 3sumtin tis morning 7 d wake up. jz now do maths revision oso abit blur liao. wana slep awhile sin...zzzzzzz

merdeka cum independence day

MERDEKA! x7
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tats wat our Tunku Abdul Rahman shouted after v achieve our vry 1st independence...

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date:31.08.2008

early in da morning, my bro wake me up.
bt..
i sleep bec.hehe.biasalah..
piggie XD
i gotta wake up early coz my aunts r coming 4 breakfast.
i couldnt wake up on my own coz yday nite i slep vry late.
cant reali recall wat i did til tidur lambat. haha.

9.xx am
my mum wake me up.
after much failure, my bro finali ask my mum 4 help.
he's a total loser lar when dealin wif me. XD
since is mummy,den i wake up lu..
if not ltr kena whack.lolz....
den i brush teeth n bath n gt ready.aunts arrived when i was combing my hair -.-
so i hurried up.den v decided to eat dimsum.
gud oso lar coz kinda long time ler i din eat.hehe.

venue: sri petaling's kam lun tai
-take our seat. den da adults take order lu..my cousins n i sit togeta n guess wat..all of us r texting.lol! except my bro lar..duno wat he's doin. den all da dim dim sum sum came. so v eat lor. my uncle so geng. he ordered 5 siu mai (da same wan!). we're lyk omfg...so v terpaksa eat lor. bt stil...thr's sum leftover. after eat pao pao n talk gao gao, we went bec to my hse. den as usual, da adults do their talking lar. we,da children XD go mind our own business. as 4 me leh...on9 lor..hehe. den around 4 sometin daddy say wana go eat pan mee at serdang wor. so two of my aunts (da other 2 left earlier) folo lu...

venue: serdang's mian dui mian pan mee
-da pan mee oso quite nice lar...tho i dun reali lyk to eat pan mee..vry zai. da ingredients, as being told by my dad, r imported fr sarawak. kinda cool lar..den sudenli..we saw a whole crowd of sarawak-ians ppl comin in da shop. no pics lar coz 4get to take pic. haha! they dun reali luk alien to me. coz they're lyk malays oso. so ntg much to talk abt. after eat, my aunts left n v head home...

-im freakin tired now. energy level low...system down jor. so mummy say go hav a nap den later oni go out eat. den ok lor. i slep. every1 in da Yap's family slep except my bro. duno wat he's up to lar. he's owiz da weird wan. around 8 lidat, i wake up. i've been sleping for 2hrs plus. den mummy wake up..den daddy.haha. watch sum tv den dad ask us wana eat wat. v al jz geleng. mum say wana order fast food bt den i say "hah...wana order meh.." den i giv da lame luk. den she say "if not wat u wana eat? u all decide lar." stil. v duno wat v wana eat. so v jz cont watch tv. Alam's Story n Supernatural. after tat, dad say wana go Station 1's cafe. tat time d 11 sumtin. so v say ok lu...when reach cheras's Station 1's cafe...i gasped. fully crowded! den wat to do? go nearby de cafe lu...end up at Kaki Corner. funny name. even da logo is da footprint of a human. tat cafe looks ok lar...quite high tech. XD den order n eat. i've been eatin alot 2day. duno how many grams of fats hav i gained. reali gona diet jor. detoxification. haha... after tat, v go home...watch sum tv (agn -.-) n go to slep....everybody slep early except me. tis time im da weirdo.haha. im doin bio revision lar..see. im so hardworking. XD

Dunkin' Donuts

is...

CELEBRATING ITS' 21ST ANNIVERSARY!!

Dunkin' Donuts turns 21 tis year! n so...
they're givin out free gifts!! (biasalah) XD.
so, swing by now n choose ur favs! ^^

Saturday, August 30, 2008

L.O.V.E

Love~

-can bring us joy, or make us collapse on our feet-
-is da greatest gift v ever have..-
-love,love n love...-

ADAM AND EVE

When the first dark had fallen around them
And the leaves were weary of praise,
In the clear silence Beauty found them
And shewed them all her ways.

In the high noon of the heavenly garden,
Where the angels sunned with the birds,
Beauty, before their hearts could harden,
Had taught them heavenly words.

When they fled in the burning weather,
And nothing dawned but a dream,
Beauty fasted their hands together
And cooled them at her stream.

And when day wearied and night grew stronger,
And they slept as the beautiful must,
Then she bided a little longer,
And blossomed from their dust.

:+:MY LOVE TOWARDS COFFEE:+:



:+:LOVE PICS:+:

Green Light for...

AVRIL!!!! XD

actuali...i d knew tat her concert's on anyway.

jz tat im late to blog abt it.haha.

Friday, August 29, 2008

What to juice n Why?

juice...
normali we heard ppl mention abt fruit juice bt few noe da existance n benefits of VEGETABLE JUICE.
well,2day im gona blog abt vege juice which erm..gud 4 ur health lar >.<

--Here is a short list of vege juices wif da maladies they're gud for:--

• Asparagus --> kidneys, blood purifier, bowel health, soothes nervous system. (Note: urine'll turn dark n hav a diff odour. itupun when u drink alot lar. anyway,its normal n harmless =)
• Beet greens --> gall bladder, liver, osteoporosis
• Beets --> blood n liver cleanser, menstrual problems, flushes kidney n bladder, GOOD for low blood pressure. (Note: NEVER drink it straight!!)
• Cabbage --> ulcers n it curbs alcohol cravings. (Note: dun store cabbage juice bcoz tis Vitamin U content can b quickyly lost)
• Carrots --> eyes, liver problems, high cholesterol, protects skin fr UV rays, arthritis, osteoporosis n low blood pressure.
• Cauliflower --> breast cancer
• Comfrey --> intestines, hypertension, osteoporosis
• Cucumber --> diabetes, tendonitis, skin n muscle tone, complexion problem, poor nail growh (aww...XD)
• Garlic --> allergies, hypertension, cardiovascular disease, high fats, diabetes, immune booster, anticarcinogen, antibacterial, antifungal, rids body of toxins through skin, low blood pressure. Looks lyk garlic juice rules.haha
• Ginger root --> circulation, motion sickness, nausea, clears mucous in throat
• greens (Collard, Mustard, Turnip, Kale, Parsley, Spinach) --> cardiovascular disease, skin, digestive problems, obesity, breath.
• Lettuce --> prevent lung cancer, hair n nail strength, skin problems
• Onion --> normalizes nervous system for sympathetic dominance, stimulates beneficial bacteria, breaks up mucous, low blood pressure. (Note: if u juice onions, put them in the juicer FIRST then other vege so the odour wont stay on the juicer parts)
• Parsley --> kidneys, arthritis, osteoporosis (has lotsa natural calcium), one of the most nutritious foods in world, increase oxygenation of blood, bad breath, vision problems, thyroid disease, obesity
• Potatoes --> intestines, ulcer
• Radish --> liver, high cholesterol, obesity, clears excess mucous, soothes sore throats
• Spinach --> anemia, regenarates damaged intestinal tracts, constipation, circulation prob, cleans liver n glands
• Sprouts --> baldness, morning sickness
• Sweet potatoes --> any kind of skin problems
• Tomatoes --> use them alone or leave them alone, but adding celery n cucumber to it works fine
• Wheat grass --> anemia, liver, intestines, breath, EXCELLENT antioxidant, Parkinson's disease
  

So! which veges r u most drawn to eatin? now i hope u noe y. Happy juicing!! XD

juices~~ ^^

Saturday, August 23, 2008