a space between black n white

at times, i wonder how can i lead a peaceful life...

a kingdom whr no ones suffer..
a kingdom w/o pollution..
a kingdom whr every1's friendly..
a kingdom whr no one dies...

tat wont ever hpn in real life.
its jz an imagination..fantasy..

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a space between black n white..

tats whr i live.
tats whr i belong.
tats whr i bcum who i am 2day.
tats whr i accomplish my missions,my goals..
tats whr i pour my luv to every1 i cherish. N..
tats whr i made mistakes.

-recently, duno y, i found myself doin quite alot of mistakes.
as a gal tat d hav sum1 in heart,i cant lyk another guy. previously when im wif him,i wont hav a crush on others.i vry loyal de.after breaking up,i stil lyk him tat much. bt when gt bec 2geta,everytin's reversed. at 1st da feeling 4 him is stil da same as b4; i luv him wif all my heart. bt as time goes on, da luv's fadin away. its totally diff fr b4. i dun blame his for tis. its my own fault. he gotta giv full attention in studies n i fully und tat. bt no matter how busy a person is,if he gt da will,he'll send u a msg a day.even though its a short wan. nearly everytime im da 1 who reply alot n wat he gave me as ans kinda disappoint me. i feel bored wif tis kind of situation. u may say im a immature gal.n i tel u i admit to tat statement. n wif tat, i started to lyk a guy. when he 1st show up,i dun giv a damn abt it. bt after wat my best buddy has told me abt him, i started to notice him. it jz hpn so fast. day by day, da feeling for him grew fr as small as an ant to as large as an elephant. (duno y i choose elephant.hehe) i noe 4 sure tat i wont hav a chance 2 b wif him.chances are thr bt its jz me who's afraid to giv it a shot. i dun go after guys. say me ego ba..haha. so,i jz let it be. can see him fr far i oso satisfy jor. a person canot be greedy de =) for now, im jz gona put my heart to studies. after tat f spm ni man man tink abt gettin a bf..a gud wan. lol.

its 5.15pm.wana take bath coz goin mv later to buy da damn shoes 4 graduation. my blog wont stop here. thr'll b more......