sumtin to think about =) [Part 2]

hmm...~~



tis is rather a special one.

coz i dedicated tis to all my monkey frens.



ENJOY!! ^^

-Besties-

I can still recalled the days we met

U welcome me wif a winsome smile,

A warm hug

A warm hand-shake.

Tis is the heaven of fren-loves tat I've been searchin for.

I'll foreva bear in mind ur kindness,

Ur sarcatism

Ur laugh

Ur smile

Ur silly attitude....

The list never ends.

The sky tat I've lost so long has come back for me

I c angels.

I c demons.

Angels, protecting me, helpin me, showering me wif never-ending loves.

Demons, betrayin me, backstabbing me; creatures I hate the most.

Frens,

Are u on the evil side?

Creatures I called frens,

Without u all,

Im ntg.

Im a lonelier.

Im a loser.

I wont c sunshine tat always brighten, cheering up my days.

I wouldn't noe the meaning of love.

Frens,

U are my pair of imprisoned wings.

U are my pillar of strength.

I count on u.

Creatures I called frens,

I wont allow us to have disgraced memories

All the tings we've been thru,

Will never be erased from my mind.

U painted my life wif colours

N it'll still goes on.

Besties,

Thr's no such ting as ur world n my world.

As long as we c n feel the same ting, its OUR world.

Endless & far, boundless & deep,

Like destinies tat mixed togeta

I'll hold them tight

For we're destined to meet each other.

As if the sky yearns for blood, the flowers wait for the rain & the nite begs for tml,

I yearned so much

For the hope tat we'll still remain togeta.

Togeta we cry,

Togeta we laugh,

Togeta we sing k,

Togeta we spread our wings, flying to distinct place;

But one ting remains...

WE HEART EACH OTHER.

sumtin to think about =) [Part 1]

erm...

tho tis may seems weird as i've never post tis kind of ting, bt i wud like to giv it a try.

wanna noe wat izit?

keep on reading (: hehe.

da ting im gonna write abt, has gt ntg to do wif anyone. jz some random post to keep u all entertained. hope all HORNY BABE'S BABES like it ((:

-L.O.V.E.-

I can still recalled

That unforgiving autumn

U hold my cold hands, embraced me in your arms

U uttered tat four powerful letters

I smile, I smile wif tepid-warmth-tears flowing reluctantly

Under the falling red foliage, we kissed passionately.

If the white rose petals open one by one

The memories from tat day will become coloured.

Your winsome smile melts my heart

Like a sweet dream I had somewhr,

Oh Honey,

How I wish we can stick as one til death tore us apart.

Its stil the same autumn

U left me without a word

Leaving me alone in this cold dark world

I ran n ran

I cried n cried

I stumbled to the ground

How come I never noe!!!??

Tis is the paradise of betrayal

At the end of my wandering heart

I search for a light n words of prayer I can send to u

My imprisoned wings

Fly towards the distant sky

I wanna believe Im nt alone...

I realised those steps we counted, mean ntg bt merely numbers

Our crumbling pace wont return

Our sweet memories

I'll keep them close to my heart.

Its autumn agn

Tis time round, I finally accept tat....

Under the falling rain,

Sitting on a bench, u hug me tightly

Asking me nt to say a word

Jz stay by ur side

U said u're tired

U wanna sleep

Thinking ntg tragic will hpn, i let u doze off

But...

Fantasy is always different from reality

I cant differentiate my tears fromt the rain drops

The moon illuminates our final nite.

I finally accept tat....

Cance took u away from me...

Foreva.

p/s: tis is much similar to wat i've posted in facebook, bt i've made some changes. (:

a BIG GIFT/"GIFT" for cny

hmmmm..
one may wonder. wats da difference between GIFT n "GIFT"?

well...
lemme tell u a real-life incident n indirectly, the question above is answered.

24.1.2010

ahhh....rise n shine at 9am.
kick start my day quite well as all my aunty uncle came for a gathering.
chit chit chat chat, makan makan, burp burp, say sayonara wif a big winsome smile on everyone's face (:

its abt 5.30pm tat time.


8.30pm.

went out for dinner wif nanny n lil bro.
its like any other Sundays.
lil bro crack idiotic jokes, nanny wif her dun-bother-at-all kind of expression.
everytin went on smoothly til...

"jie, our house masuk burglars ar!!!!"

???????????

main door opened wide.

da 1st tink i tot was 'all rite. parent argue again'. bt i was proven wrong when my bro told me da bad news. i couldn't believe it at 1st bt when i saw da whole situation myself, my eyes prove me wrong.

living room was ntg bt a cupboard filled wif dad's docs r all like a rubbish dump.
lil bro's clothes all upside-down.
parent's room was a disaster.
my room is even worse.
study room is like being striked wif tornado.

ngo geh lou mat yeh dou mou lam. zi hai yat pin hong bak.
tats cantonese.
in eng, it means my mind was thinking ntg at tat time. all went blank. in short, im STUNT.

who wouldn't???????????!!!!!!!!!!!

mummy was speechless.
dad was like a president working his sweat out to launch a campaign to win the people's hearts.
bro speechless too.
nanny was searching her stuff to c anytin has been stolen.

i stood thr.
look around...
i reali couldn't, cant afford to believe the whole scene.

how it happen??????????!

sigh..
i duno wat to do except doing wat daddy instructed me to do.
dialed 999, police in-charged ask parent to go to da nearest police station to make report.
n so they went to one near pearl point.
daddy's parent aka my grandparent came to accompany us.
so thr are 5 of us in da hse.
the old citizens chat among themselves; lil bro went to the kitchen to jaga.

y?

coz those "clever" burglars broke-in using da back door.
writing abt tis, thr's one ting tat u, readers will sure feel zha dao.

b4 da burglars ransacked the house, they crashed, knocked, pushed, bla bla bla the padlock til it spoilt. my clever right-side neighbour heard a loud noise from my hse. she went out n saw tat no cars r thr. means no one at home lor. den she heard some noise n it sounds like somebody trying to crash da door. n da dogs r barking til their voicebox cant take it anymore. n guess wat..

da clever neighbour, tho suspected sumtin amiss, just DO NOTHING. yea. NOTHING. =="
n she even have da guts to come tel my mum abt da whole ting, n in da end she said, "i tot its cats trying to scratch ur door." FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DIU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
r u a SOHAI, IDOIT, MORON, DUMBO, BRAINLESS FOLK????!

HOU SAM LAR!!! PLZ LAR!!!!

takde otak kah lu? ada otak tapi isi tahi punya ar? ma de...reali a pure sohai.

my mum, upon hearin wat she said, just said ntg. speechless. duno wanna giv wat kind of reaction.

sigh....
bodoh.

den da left-side neighbour is also one funny ting.
same case, heard all those noise bt tot 'oh....just some random stray dogs barking fiercely.' =="

plz lar.

tho every nite those dumbo dogs do bark, they do not bark for long n loud.
ppl wif common sense pun tau sudah ada yang tak kena lar kan?
still can tink of such idotic tings.
haiz...

well,
we may lament, bt tings edi happened.
as da saying goes, 'no use crying over spilt milk'.

wat will hpn, will hpn.
once u're targeted, no matter how confident u are abt ur shields, at times, u gotta lift up ur white flag.
coz its FATED.

u may say Im da God of my experiences, u may change ur destiny, but can u change wats fated for u?

hhmmmm~~~~~

alrite. home kena ransacked, wish tis is da end of it. we cant afford to bear another one.

last nite, after clearing my room, i tot of lotsa ting. im scared. coz im da kind of person who likes to tink alot, imagine tings tat wont likely to hpn; more like day-dreaming. bt tis time around, i wasnt building castle in da air, im tinkin wat'll hpn if they came for second round??? wat shud i do to protect myself??? will i get panic til i cant do anyting??? etc etc.....

while my brain is processing all these tings, sudenli my mum shout my name. "Yi!!!!!! did u make any noise jz now?" "No. i dont." "Lock da door n sleep."

i quickly lock da door n sit on my bed. i cuddled my legs. my whole body shivered. without me knowing, im crying. im SCARED!!!! i duno wat to do. im worried abt my parent's safety bt at da same time, im worried abt mine too. n my bro's n my nanny's. i finali hav da courage to stand up, unlock da door, n peep. i saw a figure in master bedroom. i quickly close da door n oh shit. dun tel me..... i peep again. tis time i waited longer. den my mum came out. i asked, "is thr anytin?". she replied, "everytin's ok" Im abit relieved.....

tat nite, nanny,bro n i sleep togeta. everyone is asleep except me. i hold nanny's hand n ask for forgiveness. couldnt help myself bt cried... as for bro, i apologised too. duno y, deep to da core of my heart, i feel im guilty.

tat whole nite, i couldnt sleep well. around 4, my eyes finali cant take it n so i doze off....

25.01.2010

wake up n check everytin. everytin seems fine. okie...

later tat evening, aunts n uncles came over to hav a look on us.

now its 11.03pm. im yet to take my bath bt after tis post. for my entire blog, i tink tis is da most memorable ones n im sure it'll stay fresh in my mind forever.

as for da answer to da earlier question, here it is:-

GIFT = for burglars who stole away around 5k cash, some jewellries.

"GIFT" = for my family as a big 'gift' b4 cny. as wat we chinese said, 'poh choi' ar.

as requested by JESSIE EYU CHIANN WEN WEN

well well well~
looks like 'sumtin' has just reincarnate.
y 'sumtin' n not someone?
y do i put da pic above?
y do i choose tat pic?
y does da pic looks so horrible?
LOL..
ignore it lar. i pick it randomly coz it has da word REINCARNATION. XD

just to tell ya'll tat...
MY BLOG HAS COME TO LIVE!!!!!!
AFTER 2 MONTHS RESTING IN COMFY WOODEN-CRAFTED-VAMPIRE-LIKE COFFIN (:

tis blog will still RIP bt due to JESSIE EYU CHIANN WEN WEN's request to have my blog updated, i, dengan reluctantly-nya, pun do according to what she said. haha..

oh yea.
i almost forgot.
im nt gonna rent a room near inti anymore.
coz coz coz da lengzai landlord said :

1. renovation completed around march

2. nt worth it since i ni stay thr for 1 month

n i hav decided tat :

1. da new room is so darn far away~ at 99 Speedmart wor. alone wor. who jaga me? n n im lazy to walk tat far to inti ^^"

2. nt worth it since i ni stay thr for 1 month

so yea.

thr're few tings to be concluded :

1. gotta drive far far for f*cking two hours classes

2. waste my petrol

3. waste my toll $

4. waste my parking $

sigh...

wat a pathetic live. =X

alrite.

readers, lets move on to da bright-side.

i still get to sleep on my comfy lil bed XD

klar.

from tml onwards (well, its tml i guess), WINNIE WONG will be my companion while im drivin bec home; noe wat tat means???? i gt a hot babe sitting beside me ((((:

so..

i guess i'll end it here.

plz be back tml.

got sumtin for ya'll.

*PEACE* ^^