Sunday, November 30, 2008

uh??

i cant blif im blogging nw.
wif my condition,its nt sumtin to b expected.
head's dizzy,gettin blur..
thx 2 da drinks.
bt y am i nt crawling 2 my bed?
uh..
i duno.
jz miss my comp.
usuali after drinkin,i dun fall asleep straight away.
watch some tv 1st.
n coincidentally tat idiot box's showing a comedy show n tat made me even more awake.
bt stil,im kind of blur =.=
i wana go out.agn.
im mouldin inside da hse.
let's face it,spm over,n im nt as excited as im suppose to be,can sum1 teach me how to play?
frens,whr r u?
i nid u all badly!!
sadly,they've gt plans..haiz.
my disappointment lvl increase.
waiyen,
monday i definitely goin.
no matter wat.
bt i reali hope u'll go pyramid tho.
din go thr 4 quite some time.
i miss skol life.
i miss my class.5 Akik.
sad tat high skol isn't 4eva. =(

Saturday, November 29, 2008

OMG

recently,many tings hpn n all of them were lyk 'omg,how can tis b happening to me?'
even i hurt ppl's feeling oso i duno.
its nt tat im cruel 2wards him or wat.
jz tat i duno i'l ever hurt him.
haiz.

i've had difficulties in sleeping.
insomnia.
gosh.
tis gt worst after spm.
tink alot d.
find a way to relax bt eventually,those ting came bec.
nt tat i reali wana care abt it,bt it jz hpn naturally.
frens play an important role in my life.
n best frens,even crucial.
they do help me out bt sumtime,it gotta depend on urself.
wat i wana do now,i duno..
i tink tis ques wil remain unanswered...

Friday, November 28, 2008

a hapi day

yday was a disaster bt 2day's a HAPPY one??
lolx.
u mz tink tis gal's mood change rapidly.
haha.
to b honest,da moment i wake up,im stil in a down mood.
jz so u noe.
den take a nice shower,dress up nicely n head 2 skol.
go thr jz 2 take da damn skol mag.haiz.
bt,every1 praise my artwork!!
hohohohohoho.
so damn hapi lar.
at last wat i did do pay off.
tho its jz 'gud job,weiyi' , 'nice eh,weiyi' , 'thx o,weiyi' , im thrilled!! reali!
to all my frens, a big THANK YOU. ^^

after tat,went to mid valley wif waiyen,li min&sis and esther.
to celebrate esther's bday.tho it has passed long time ago.haha.
blame tat spm.

10.00am
v reach thr.
nearly all da shops oso havent open yet.haha.
so v go gsc.took us long enuf 2 decide wat show to watch.gosh.
finali,v choosed Twilight.
n guess wat,da show is equally nice as its books.
da main actor, Edward, was damn hot!! omg!! haha.
u guys SHOULD watch tat.
u'll nvr regret.
i guarantee 200%. XD

den go makan at Zen.
sun bian celebrate esther's bday.hehe.
v choose a choc cake.
no pic as v din take a pic of it.hehe.
its a small cake tho bt even 5 of us cant finix it up.
1 slice oso wana kill us d.
so zai man..

nxt,v go sushi king.
i din eat anyting as im reali full up to throat d.
1 more sushi n i'll throw up.
waiyen,esther n i go sushi while limin n her sis go makan at fud court.
waiyen n esther eat salmon sushi..
salmon..da ting i hated most.ewwww....
thr's tis guy who's makin sushi.a lengzai.n waiyen was so crazy abt him.
so,i suggest tat she take pic wif him lar.
she resist.
thr're so many gud chances bt she jz missed all of it.
til he habis kerja d,went off d,only wana take pic wif him. =.=
too bad,she cant make it.
so,tml go mv agn.lol.

after limin n her sis went bec,v stay bec 4 another two hrs.
1st v jz walk around as v've bought wat v want.
den v saw a local celebrity!! oh god!! den v chase after him.lyk maniac.
especially waiyen whose wearin heels.
da sound...lol.
da celebrity jz walk so damn fast tat at last v cant catch up.
i tink he noe tat he've been followed.haha.
so nvm lu..

da story goes on.
v jz walk around..
den i saw tis lengzai,who's a promoter at Elizabeth Arden.
he's walking away to sumwhr else so v follow him.XD
den he went to washroom.
v stop by a shop,pretendin 2 luk at da stuff thr.
he went 2 da loo quite long man.
when he finali come out,v follow him agn.hehe.
tis time,he stop n sit.
i wana approach him de bt im nt dare.
den waiyen kip encouraging me.
bcoz of tat,i ni dare walk up 2 him.
waiyen said 'excuse me' n i continue on.
i ask, 'can v take a pic wif u?'
n he ask, 'y?'
den i said its bcoz he's familiar to me.
at last,he agree to take pic.i feel hapi!! ^^
mission accomplish ma.
bt unfortunately,esther,who's holdin my cam fon,din able to snap da pic. T.T
so nvm lor..
after takin pic,he intro himself.
he ask me wats my age n name.
den v shake hands. ^^
1st time doin tis kind of ting.
abit awakward at 1st bt,its fun as well.hehe.
actuali,i've met him earlier.
when v 1st reached mid valley.
jz i cant rmbr ni.
he mention it up den i said, 'Oh'.how silly.haha.
it d passed for lyk 7 hours n he stil can rmbr me.
nt bad.hehe.

den sit ktm go bec home.
i'll NVR EVER TAKE KTM d!!!!! so fucking frustrated.
those ppl reali uncivilised lor.
da ppl inside da train are comin out ma n da ppl who wana go in jz push n push n push.wtf.
at last,v missed da 1st train.
da 2nd come n v somehow manage to go inside.
i nearly tripped man.
thx to da stupid INDIAN WOMEN.
fr now on,i've gt prejudice towards indian d.
so damn fuck lar.
they nvr tink of other ppl de lor.
jz wana rush 2 go inside da train ni.
idiot ppl.
da ting tat made me even hate them was,dahlah buat salah.stil wana laugh. =.=
reali zha dao n angry.

reach bdr tasik selatan n i went bec home.
grandparents fetch me at bk.jalil lrt.
cum home ni take out wateva i buy n receive 2day.
c oso hapi.
hehe.
view my friendster to c da pics.
=)

a disaster day

it all started wif a conversation wif J.
if i havent been talkin 2 him,i wouldn't noe tat da guy i lyk is lying me.
bt,he seems so gud to me.i blif wif al my heart tat he wont do so.
when i noe tat he d gt gf,my jaw dropped.
i've difficulty in breathing.
feel lyk crying.
speechless.
heartbroken.
i cant tink of wat to say anymore.
my mind gone blank.
i stil cant blif he lied me!!
arghh!!!!!!

J has been my fren 4 awhile.i blif him.sumore J is his close fren.
'dont judge a book by its cover'. tis saying is so damn true.
anyway,its jz tat im da one who has gt feeling 4 him.
he nvr say so he do oso.
so ner,nvm ba.jz let it be.dun care d.
msg him,no reply.
i oso fed up d.
well,im jz a fren whom he noe nt long ago.he has da right 2 do so.
i wont blame him.
fr nw on,if thr's ntg important,i wont find him anymore.
if nt,he tink i kacau him.

27/11 suppose to b a hapi day coz finali finix tat idiot spm.
bt,tis kind of ting came up.
spoilt everytin.
i wana ask him 4 an explanation bt i dun dare.
even if i do,he wont reply me oso.
so nvm lar.
dun care much ler.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

M n L

M for malas
L for lazy

take tat as who i am.
as time pass by,da lazyness in me grew fr a baby egg to a slut.
haiz...
bt luckily my will power is strong enuf.
thr's sum part in me tat urge me to study.
n i actuali do tat..
spm is jz another 10days n im feeling ntg..
weird..
haiz..
dun care lar as long as i gt study den ok d.
haiz...