22.12.2008 =D

another day,
another outing =)

my day unfolds wif me strugglin to get up fr my comfortable,cosy bed (well,im a slut XD).
i set da alarm to 8.30am n as usual,i jz shut it off n bec to my pillow.
sudenli,i feel lyk 'sumtin' is waking me up.
its nt my mum.
neither its my bro.
n yet,its nt my grandma.
n of coz,its nt my dad.
honestly,at times when i cant wake up on time,i reali feel lyk thr's 'sumtin' or 'sum1' callin me. n da nxt ting i noe,im already awake n wont gt bec to slep. weird huh? yea. i reali wonder wat or who izit. bt da ques remained unanswered. geez..lyk supernatural pulak. haha.

its nearly 11am.
quickly,i went to da bathroom n settle my business thr.
im suppose to meet elyn at 12.30 bt she's gt gastric in da 11th hour.
i gt panic.
luckily,mie qi text askin me wana go gai gai onot..at tat particular moment,i reali reali reali THANK GOD man! wosh!
mie qi is reali my saviour.
elyn had made da reservation for Beverly Hills Chihuahua n im suppose to collect da tickets 45mins b4 da showtime - 1.40pm.
bt,as wat ppl say "once ur lucky,n u wont be tat lucky nxt time".
n hell yea,its true.
when my dad wana fetch me to pavilion,he said da road tax has expired =.=
so cant drive car lor.
so borrow my uncle's van.
bt,while on my way to pudu, da front tyre gt prob =.=
bullshit lar.
so,send it to my dad's workshop.
at tat time, i tot 'y now? y now?! so damn sui wan neh!' sigh.
den borrow one of dad's worker's car n send me to pavilion.
sampai pudu, traffic jam like hell.
took me long enuf to reach my destination.

when i finali landed my foot on da land of pavilion,im relieved.
mie qi is waitin for me at The Coffee Bean bt i cant rmbr whr izit. gosh.
i jz went thr twice lar.
mana ingat.
so i tour around pav n when i finali found da floor directory board, my mind went blank.
i duno wat da hell im lookin at. =.=
took me long enuf to digest da info i received.
eventually,i gt ntg.
so ask ppl lor.
n da f***est ting is da cafe is jz located at da same floor im at. swt. its at da other side of da entrance.
found mie qi n we head to mng.
bought 1 jean n 1 shirt.

den,we walked into Forever 21.
omg.
im spoilt 4 so many choices man!
be it da garments or accessories; reali captivating!
i wanted to buy everytin tat i've set my eyes on bt,scare nt enuf money ler..=( coz im buyin a book ltr n i've spend much at mng. nvm. i berazam,bertekad to go thr agn on some other day.hehe.

after Forever 21, we head to Pull and Bear, Roxy,Topshop Topman.
tel u guys.
two thumbs up for Pull and Bear =D
n for Topshop Topman, i reali luv da check shirts eh..
i jz found tat tis shop offers reali reali nice check shirts.
on my nxt outing, i reali gona shop 4 check shirts at TT. keke.

den we walked to Lot 10.
mie qi said she wana try da Jackie Chan's cafe.
reach thr,reali disappoint me.
it written thr 'Jackie Chan's cafe Coffec & Tea'
so cant EAT lor.
haiz.
bt da place reali nice. da sittin place is special.
so, went to times square's gasoline.
hav nt been thr 4 quite some time ler.

at gasoline,
thr're many ppl thr.
ppl mountain ppl sea. XD
luckily,we gt a seat.
bt hor,da service reali bad man.
da waiter lyk noob jiang.
den thr's one couple on our right-hand side.
duno wat hpn,they shifted to a booth behind us.
sudenli,mie qi 'ssuhhh' me.
n im like 'wat?'
she urge me to look behind n i saw da couple kissing.nt jz a simple kiss bt french kiss.
omg.
hou sam lar,its public lar.
wana ta k lun go find a place tats nt so crowded.
soon after tat, da guy or shud i say da hamsap bf, go rub his gf's private part for like 3-4 times. =.=" wtf!
as im havin my back facin them,i cant c da whole scene.bt mie qi can.so she told me everting.
bt da rubbing part,reali disgusting lar.
gosh.
da gal,fr her apperance,i can guess tat she's jz 14 or 15. haiz.
so young d wat.
nt to say im close-minded bt plz lar..wana do tis kind of ting,make sure ppl dun c wat ur doin.

enuf of tat.
we had our food n technically,v managed to make a joke out of da 'free show' we're watchin jz now. XD
wat a enjoyable day. haha.

stomach full jor,burp jor, we went down to Borders.
bought a book on Business Management.
thr's one abt Sales n as i read on,i reali cant put da book down.
when i look at da price, wow, cant buy lar =(
agn,i've to wait 4 another xxxx days..haiz.

took da escalator to ground flr. as mie qi wanted to buy clothes fr mng.
unfortunately,da shop has been replaced by Black Queen.
aww...
pity her.
ts reali change alot d.
tis shows how long i've nt been thr. hehe.
much to her disappointment, i comfort her, "aiyo,nvm.wed v go The Gardens n mv.hehe"
n she jz cheer up =)
its d 7pm so v decided to go home.

i took da lrt.
sei yeh ar, no air-cond!
my god!
thr're so many ppl inside n its damn hot n stuffy. =.=
y at tis hour,da lrt owiz litis de..haiz.

reach bt.jalil lrt,
dad fetch me home,
went out 4 dinner wif aunt,
bec home,
watch tv,
clean myself up,
on9,
sms.
haha..

Lame Jokes

while i was packin my books,i came across a thick,yellow book. n it caught my attention immediately. i nvr tot it wil b thr. when i open it, da 1st word tat came out fr my mouth was 'wahahaha'. lol.
its nt da Yellow Pages lar =.=
its a book full of jokes by reader's digest.
sick of readin pages full of lines,i flippppped thru it jz to look 4 pics tat to me,is funny.
here r some of them (nt 4 ppl wif heart attack. XD) :-

stil hurt?

it has been 5 days since it hpn.

da feeling shud b gone by now.

but,

y am i stil feelin da same way da day he told me tat?

thr's jz one ans; i cant 4get him. no matter how hard i try,da effort i've made leads to ntg.

i shud wake up,i noe.

its jz so damn hard. make me so emo. plus,another sad ting occur. tis is lyk addin salt onto my wounded heart.

wheneva im down,i turn to my 'bro' aka best buddy. bt tis time,i keep all da feelings to myself. jz dun feel lyk tellin anybody. n it jz got worst. i noe at times,when im miserable or mood swings,i tend to say tings w/o concernin ppl's feelin. noe its bad,bt its jz who i am. tis bad attitude of mine has make me lose a fren. if U ever read tis, jz wana apologize once more. noe its a fat chance 4 me to rebuild our frenship, a word of thanks fr me 4 bein my fren al tis while. but, i stil hate u. da tings u said reali stab my heart more den i did. i guess its better 4 us nt to contact anymore ba.

enuf of emo-ing.

i had a great day yday. went to education fair wif kin wei aka my 'bro'. da whole set up is nt bad n da booths r nt tat small. i had a great time discussing da business courses available in da varsities n college. now,i've a clearer mind on wats da diff between acc,finance,commerce,management n admin. btw,saw jacky n his mum. =)

[tats da bag i received fr UCTI. inside gt prospectus fr taylors,segi,inti,sunway. its reali heavy ):]

then,sushi king. actuali wana go sushi zanmai bt since i wana show kw my fren's bf.=.=

as i was lining up to pay da bill,saw sumtin funny abt tis aunty in front of me. a rice stickin on her left arm. =.= i wanted to tel her bt y being so 38 leh? mind my own business better. told kw abt it n he laugh lyk hell. nt abt da rice bt me bein so observant. am i?!! =.=

then,walk around. saw jacky agn. at tropicana store if im nt wrong. feel lyk buyin some clothes bt those garments thr jz din suit me. so end up buying a shirt at radioactive. plan to buy a jeans fr padini authentics bt nt enuf money T.T zang zoi tat 10 bucks nia.haiz..its rm140.

as i was on da way to mv,it rain heavily. torrents of rain came pouring down. tis remind me of sumtin. sigh..

enuf walkin around,head to the gardens. go thr jz to find a lounge tat offer a wide range of choc stuff,jz lyk chocolate lounge at pav. bt,i gave up. whr to find in such huge place?! =.= at da same time,it remind me of da time wif him. gosh.

around 6, go bec home. luckily da train is nt pack. if nt,wif da increase of carbon dioxide contents, i barely can survive thr.

reach home,exhausted. mayb bcoz i dun hav enuf slep ba. took 2 hours rest den on9. wat can i do if i dun on9..tis has bcum my daily routine. as im typin these, i rmbr sum1 who used to b my fren.haiz. reali emo lar tis few days.. how gud if one can live a carefree n gay life w/o givin a shit to wats happenin around da worl. bt tat nvr hpn in reality. ahh..im jz dreamin.

A Wall Between Two Gardens

tel me.
wats sadness?
da opp of hapiness?
i assume sadness is a wall between two gardens. it brings us down n causes commotion at times. da easiest way to symbolise sadness is black color.for me.
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today, i finali found da courage to confess to a guy tat i like.
tis is da 1st time.
im scare tat he'll jz tel me 'i dun like u' straight away.
luckily,ting goes on quite well.

i text him,saying tat i've feelings 4 him.im well-prepared if he dun accept me.
n da sad part is, he's best of alone.nt a kind tat can last n hav a relationship.
i und tis.den i ask y cant he hav a relationship.
he said he tend to break promises,lie,a flower heart person,bad personality,nt a caring n lovin person.
when i read tat msg,im stunt.feelin lyk da two pairs of ribcage are clamping my lungs vry tightly.
im jz speechless.
i kind of expected thr wont b anytin between me n him besides fren bt wat he told me reali unbelievable.
coz he doenst seem lidat to me. lyk my fren said, "u hav more to noe abt him". he's totally rite.
it hurts of coz. im sad of coz. da worst of all, i've to pretend im not. haiz.
for now,i wont drop a single tears. life has to go on. wont let tis ting control my mind. jz stand up on my own n lead a happier life. tink i've found some1 bt it turns out not. =(

Gathering for all 5 Akik students

A gathering will be held to reunite all da Akik-ians of 2008.

The details are as followed:-

Venue: Island Bistro, pavilion

Date: 22.12.2008

Time: 3pm

Cover Charge: rm20

This is not a normal gathering,like wat we had back in school. This gathering however,means alot to us.Especially those who're goin to NS (1st batch). It is not expensive. RM20 n u get to meet all your old buddies. this is much more worth than a tonne of gold. PLEASE come n enjoy. ^^

For more information,kindly contact wei yi at 017-2493052.

no offence

if U are readin tis,jz wana say im sorry.
i dun meant to b mean on not replying ur msg n in msn.
its jz tat..
i dun feel lyk..
haiz.
hard to find da rite words to express it out.
jz dun take it to heart lar.
agn,thousand of apologies offered.
hope tat tis wont break ur frenship.

02.12.2008

urghh....
went mid valley agn today.
u must tink im crazy.
yday mv today mv agn.
lol.
2day's diff.wif chee yong.
i duwan to at 1st bt since i nvr go out wif him b4,i agreed.
3 sumtin.
reach mv.
den go walk around..duno wat to do...he suggest tat v watch movie.great idea.coz if v dont,duno wat else shall v do. agn,i cant make a decision on wat to watch (lack of leadership skill i guess.haha). he said he's ok wif anyting so i choose Madagascar.

4.15pm.
was da showtime.
da movie was damn funny lar.
a nice show to watch.
bt stil,i lyk twilight more.hehe. a super handsome actor lyk Pattinson,who can resist? haha.
til halfway of da movie,i hear sumtin.more lyk a snoring sound.i look to my left n saw c.yong was lyk..sleeping.da ppl look at us.i duno wat to respond d.feel lyk callin him bt nt nice lar.so jz let it b. den he wake up. phew..luckily.

finix watchin,went to sushi king.
all bcoz of waiyen.asking me to c Alex.haiz.
den i saw Eric.wif his frens.1 whole gang.i guess he's nt working 2day.after a gud nite msg yday,i din contact him anymore.
makan makan d,c.yong said he wana buy sumtin.so teman him lu. went to The Gardens. compared to mv,tis place is creepy.quiet.nt lively jiang.haha.
he din buy anyting in da end.so i decided to go home.kinda boring.hehe. he teman me 2 gt a cab.
reach home,straight away on9.
miss my comp ma..haha.

anyway,to chee yong,thx 4 da meal n movie. =)

01.12.2008

i woke up for lyk thrice tis morning.
i set my alarm at 7 sumtin.
i did wake up.bt went bec to slep.
as i tot 'aiyah..stil gt plenty of time left'.
den 8 sumtin wake up..den 9am.
SHIT!
i quickly gt myself up,in a super blur condition.

after everytin's done,cal my dad 2 fetch me to bt.jalil lrt.
took lrt n ktm to mid valley.
met waiyen at bdr tasik sltn.go mv 2geta.

v reach thr around 12.
den go sushi king lor..wana c her prince.haiz..
v sit in front of him.n sumhow,she managed to c his name tag.Alex.printed thr.
its A Lex actuali. =.=
she gt super excited.as expected.haha.
den she said wana wait til 5pm (his break time).n i was lyk WAT??!! no way!! sit thr 4 5hrs eh.sot meh.i duwan to crazy wif her.so v paid our bill n went off. i wana buy some clothes so v shop around. after browsing nearly all da stores,v finali settled in P&Co.after buying clothes thr,went in 2 Momoe. bought a belt.

den go sushi king agn.haiz.
thr's tis waiter.quite lengzai lar.he tossed us a basket full of diff kind of ice-cream.n i choose an ice-cream waffle.strawberry flavour n red bean.nice! ^^
duno sot jor which sendi,i kind of lyk him. XD

bt b4 tat,i've come up wif tis plan. since waiyen wana gt Alex's fon no. so badly,so i plan to ask da ice-cream waiter(haha!) his fon no. den ni ask Alex's.coz they're frens ma.
da 1st time i ask him,he din hear me clearly.swt.den 2nd time,i speak damn clearly d.bt tis time,da plan change abit.i said waiyen lyk him abit,wana exchange fon no.den sudenli,she say STOP!! n i went speechless.den i say sry to him n he went off.i was lyk damn f lor. wat v plan,is useless.wat Plan A lar Plan B lar.all rubbish. =.= so v jz sit thr.den i sudenli notice tat Alex kind of wana go d.so i quickly urge waiyen to gt da bill paid.when v're at da counter,saw Alex punch his card.den v wait outside s.king.nt rite at da front lar.jz around tat area.thr's tis roundabout.so v walk around 4 lyk duno how many times d.den saw him came out n fast fast kejar him.luckily,tis time he din walk vry fast.den waiyen chased after him fr 3rd to 1st floor.haha. i jz relax..following them fr behind.hehe.when she finali gt wat she wan,v went bec to s.king.XD tis time,its waiyen's turn to help me out(i dun reali help her earlier.hehe). i wana gt da ice-cream waiter's fon no. his name's Eric. so she went in thr.at da counter,she ask da cashier to hav Eric out. da cashier ask Eric to cum over.den da manager oso cum along.tot waiyen wana buat aduan.den wy jz say "nolar.jz wana takeaway a strawberry ice-cream waffle." den da manager ask Eric to take wat she wan,n da manager went off.phew.hou choi man. after tat,wy ask Eric.da other waiters were lookin d.curious.or shud i say 38?haha. den she ask him wats his 1st impression 2wards me.he said 'no wor.' fine.den she ask him to exchange fon no. he din gt tat n say "har?ans da fon?(wy is holdin my hp)" den she said "no! jz exchange no." after much struggle,nervousness n embarrasment,she succeed! XD i reali thx her profusely. den v went bec home. text eric. he's jz 16!!!!! gosh! bt,he not reali my type anyway.jz found him kinda cute.haah.

to WAI YEN,
THANK YOU ALOT!!! MUACKS! xd